Bomi's POV

It all started when I accepted as a trainee A Cube Entertainment few years ago, then I met 6 new friends named, Chorong unnie the eldest, Eunji who is same age as me, Naeun, Yookyung, Namjoo and maknae Hayoung. Then we debuted on 19^th April 2011 as a girl group named Apink until we become a successful girl group.

I started to get closer with each other, especially with Chorong Unnie, I feel so comfortable being near her. I always want to play with her, talk with her, I even want to protect her from anything. She's also good to me and always take care of me. And our fans also ship us a lot, they even call us Chomi couple. I and Chorong unnie don't mind with that ships. We also have lots of skinships, because our fans will love that things. We take so many selcas and upload them in our fancafe. We really got good responses from our fans. Our fans will think that we are real couple. They love us, some of them even want us to be real couple.

I don't know whether it's all because of our fans ship us or it is my heart that feels something different when I'm with unnie. I feel something strange, something called love. I told Eunji about what I feel. I can't keep it alone, but I can't also share with others. I only trust Eunji, my best friend, my 93 liner friend. I know it is wrong to love a girl, because I'm a girl too, but I can't handle my feeling. I've tried to hold my feeling. Only Eunji can understand me so well. And the worst condition is, Chorong Unnie is straight and I know she already has someone special in her heart.

“Eunji-ya, I really love her” I said sadly while hang my head down.

“Bomi ya, are you sure? I mean, are you sure about your feeling, you know Chorong Unnie.....”

“Has a boyfriend, I know it well Eunji-ya” I cut off Eunji. “But I don't know I can't hold my feeling, I know Chorong Unnie will never see me, she'll never know what I'm feeling about her”. Eunji sees me with her sad face while hugging me “Bbom-ah, actually how long have you fallen for Chorong Unnie??” ask Eunji. "Before our debut, since we were trainee, I just didn't brave enough to share everything with you". Eunji feels sorry for her best friend, she knows how Bomi's so close with the Apink leader and she's already guessed that Bomo loves the leader, she just wait for Bomi to tell by herselfr. And she knows Bomi's always be someone who always there for their Leader. “Bomi-yah you deserve to be happy too, if you can't be with Chorong Unnie, I'm sure there someone else will make you happy” Bomi just stay silent, tears are falling slowly from her eyes. "I'm not sure, right now I just see Unnie"

It's been 2 years I keep my feeling for Chorong Unnie, although Eunji try to introduce with some boys, but I'm not interested. I can't move on from Unnie even if she has a boyfriend, Changsub, he's from BtoB, also from our company, Cube..

To be continued ....