Boram call me, when I was in America.
„Why?“ she ask me.
„What do you mean?“ I ask.
„Why do you leave. I think you are happy.“
„No, I was never be happy. Xiumin isn’t person.“
„What? I don’t understand.“
„He lied me. He never loves me. He want me use me.“
„It’s not normal.“
„He’s only cold machine.“
„Are you happy now?“ Boram ask me sadly.
„Yes, I’m happy“ I said.
„Are you come back to Korea?“
„Yes, when I passed this“ I smiled.
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School is beatiful. It's very big, but I miss my friends. I'm going to class profesor. He took me on a class.
„Class“ he said „This is our new student. Please be polite to our student. She go study abroat here from Korea. Please introduce yourself.“
„Hello, my name is Lee Qri. I'm from Korea. Please take care about me“ I said with smile. My English is good I think. I think, they understand me. I sit down next to unknow girl. Profesor started class.
„I'm Ham Eunjung“ she said me in korean language „I'm from Korea too.“
„Nice to meet you“ I smiled.
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When I was in my room, I called Chanyeol.
„Qri, I'm happy to hear you“ Chanyeol said happy.
„I'm happy too“ I smiled „What's new?“
„Xiumin is gone“ he said slowly.
„What?.... How?.... Why?“ I said fearfully
„Boram said him that you're gone. He ran away from school and we have already seen it. He is crazy.“
„I don't believe.“
„We must find him. I don't know where is he. Can you contact him?“
„I haven't his number now. I deleted it.“
„Okay...I tell you when we find him.“
„Okay“ I passed.
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Xiumin isn't contact me or his family. Police never found him.

-Three years passed-
„Welcome home“ Mum, dad, Boram and Chanyeol tell me. I’m back now. I forget to Xiumin. Xiumin is gone. Everyone thinks he's dead. I cried so much, but I’m happy person now. I have new friends in America. But I want come back to America. I want be here with my family and friends. Boram and Chanyeol are get married. I’m very very happy for their.
„Say me, what is new“ I said with smile.
„I’m pregnant“ Boram said with smile.
„Really?“ I scream happy.
„Yes“ she tell me.
„I’m happy to you“ I said.
„I know“ Boram smiled.
„Chanyeol, take care about Boram and baby“ I said with laugh.
„I will“ he kissed Boram.
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I go out alone at the night. It's 22 o'clock. Nobody is here. I'm at kids playground. Xiumin and me were here everyday, when we were young. I sat on a swing. It's quiet today. It's not good. I can't hear cars or other people. I don't undestand it. I suddenly felt cold. It was weird because it's summer. Then I saw him. Xiumin...Xiumin is here. He look like angel now. I stand over me.
„Qri? Are you Lee Qri?“ he ask me.
„Yes, It's me“ I smiled „Where were you the whole three years?“
„I want find you“ he knelt down „I miss you. We were couple.“
„It was ilusion. You want make me happy, right?“ I look at him.
„It isn't all true, Qri. I really like you, but I can't show you my feels“ he said sadly. He look at me sadly.
„It's okay“ I smiled.
„It isn't okay! I want be normal but I can't“ he cried. I hug him fast.
„Please don't cry, because I start too“ I said sadly. He pulled away from me fast. He wipes his tears.
„Okay...I'm okay“ he smiled.
„We are only friend, right?“ I said.
„Yes, we are“ he said. I never forgive to Xiumin eyes. His eyes are scary now. I see so much fear, sad and dark. His eyes were happy when we were young. I'm very sad now.
„What's wrong?“ he ask me. I look at him again.
„Nothing“ I smiled. He hug me again.
„Thank you“ he said sadly.
„What do you mean?“ I ask fast.
„You are with me forever. I'm very happy when you are next to me.“
„Yeah, me too. I will stand next to you forever, Xiumin.“
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I ring on bell. I take Xiumin at home. Xiumin's mom opened door. When she saw Xiumin, she hug him with so much love. She cried so much.
„Where were you go? Why you don't contact me?“ Xiumin's mom ask.
„I want were alone. I'm so sorry, mom“ he said „but Qri find me now.“
„Yes, but It's okay“ I smiled.
„Thank you Qri“ she said with smile.