2009

" BOMMIEEE " 6 years old Siwon run with TOP beside him , screaming Bom name . Both of them at Bom's house entrance . Full with toys at their small hand , TOP and Siwon force their father , Choi Jinhwan to open the door quickly . " APPAA OPEN THE DOOR ! " TOP said to his father cutely . " APPA QUICKLY , I WANT TO PLAY WITH BOM ! " Siwon jump . " Okay .. Relax my sons " Jinhwan open the house door .  " Hello ? " He said .

No answer .

" Hello ? " .

Still no answer .

" HELLO ?! "  He said loudly .

But still there is no answer .

Something happen in this household , Jinhwan thoughed

" Both of you wait outside . " Jinhwan said to his sons and carefully enter the house. The dumbfounded boys keep looking at each other with a very clueless face .

" Why should we stay out ?," Siwon ask TOP. " I don't know hyung . Just wait for appa." TOP answer .

Jinhwan carefully , keep walking inside the house . The house really quiet .

Is they out ? , Jinhwan ask himself .

" Park ? " he said loudly . The question been answer with a gush of wind . The surrounding us very quiet make Jinhwan feels disturbed . He continues his way until he felt he kicked something . He look at the thing he kicked .

His eyes widen .

" Oh My God " mutter in his mouth .

" PARK ! " Jinhwan shout . He saw something cruelnin front his eyes . Two adult bodies is in blood lying at the floor while a kid in a hug of one of the adult body . Jinhwan run toward the bodies . " PARK !! " Jinhwan shake the body roughly . " YA WAKE UP "

Jinhwan who is to busy looking at what happen in front of him doesn't realise there is someone reaching the place .

" appa ? " a kid voice can be heard behind Jinhwan.

Choi Siwon POV

" BOTH OF YOU STAY OUTSIDE " Appa don't let us in . But , I want to play with Bom . Even I'm only six , but I think Bom is special for me . TOP once said to me the same thing , but I just told him that it is nothing . Being stubborn , I just step my legs inside the house . But being stop by TOP . " Hyung what are you doing  ? " TOP asked me . " I want to enter the house and play with Bom . If you don't want to play with her , then just sit at outside . " I said to him and left . I look at my back to see TOP is walking behind me . He is my twin but both of us doesn't have any identifical face or things except for our choices . We always choice the same things , from clothes and food and friends .

" BOMMMMM " I shout her name . But there is no answer . I keep walking with TOP until we saw someone shaking someone body . We take a look carefully and shock . My eyes widen . Appa is shaking Bom's appa body . and there is blood everywhere and there is Bom's mom lying on the floor with blood at her face and .... Bom at her mom body .

" App..pp.ppa " I stutter . My appa turn his head harshly . " WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE ?! " Appa shout at us . " wh..at a.re..you..doing appa ? " I ask him . Appa sighed .

Father take some look at the bodies and Bom who is sleeping . He stand up . " We should get out from this place . " Fatther said quietly . " WHAT ?! " i shriek out . " WE CANT LEAVE THEM HERE . ESPECIALLY BOM . " I run toward Bom . But father was quick to pull me and TOP out from the house .

" NOOOO ! BOMM " I shout . TOP keep silent because he is too shock to evidence the incident . I keep fighting with my father until he slap me . " CHOI SIWON ! " .

My heart feel like being crash .

" i.. I hate you .. Appa " I stutter and run toward my room .

8 years have passed and I already being a fresh 14 young boy . Me and my father relationship still as cold as ice at Antarctic . I don't talk with him unless he start the conversation . TOP just talk with father becaus