Loser, loner
A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent
In the mirror, you’re
JUST A LOSER
A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash
In the mirror, I’m a

LOSER

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He hates how that guy talks comfortably without thinking to her, and sometimes Hongbin finds the talk is kinda offending.

He hates how that guy smiles secretly when she drapes her arm around his shoulder, acting ignorant when in fact he counts every second to it.

He hates how that guy can do everything closer to her, while himself can only see her from afar.

That guy beside her should be me instead. Because it's not once or twice Hongbin catches a glimpse of her crying silently, away from the crowds, away from that guy.

He hates how that guy still doesn't know how to cherish her better, how important she actually is.

He hates the fact that the one who is capable to make her smile and cry is that only guy; Wang Jackson is the angel and the devil at the same time for Heo Youngji.

Lee Hongbin has every right to hate Wang Jackson, because it's him who knew Heo Youngji first—who falls for her first.

But he still has no idea why that very lucky guy hates him with all his might when that guy has everything Hongbin really wants (yet can't reach it).

"Because my role is her best friend, and will stay being it forever." One day Jackson spats. Hongbin still asking himself how in the world they end up drinking together at some lousy ajhumma's store, so late in the night.

"At least you got a special, significant role in her life." Hongbin tries not to sound bitter, but judging from the nasty glare Jackson throws at him, he clearly fails at that.

"You are her first love." Jackson snickers. Gulping another glass, he then continues. "Or what she said was her forever one