BOMI POV

"Rong unnie" I called for her to catch her attention.

"Hey, you haven't touch your food yet, are you ok?" I knew she wasn't. Why did I even ask?

She's been like this ever since we lost a member. Staring into space, not having any appetite and continuously exercising until she pass out.

I told her it's not her fault but she continued to blame herself. All of us were worried and she won't even tell us her worries. She's always been like this, concealing the pain that she felt.

I was just right here but I felt that she's million miles away. We were close but she still won't tell me everything. All I can do is to wait for her to speak, to show me her heart and yet days, weeks and even months pass by and there was nothing.

"I'm going to walk for a bit, continue to practice. I'll see you guys in the practice room." She stood up. Leaving us without letting us say "take care" or just a simple "bye".

I finish my food and took my phone to read some news about us. Which I immediately regretted upon seeing the first comment.

I knew they were going to lose a member. They were so average. They're not going to be on top. Their leader is so incompetent. They should've chose Eunji instead. Hahaha

B*llsh*t. They don't even know anything about her. How she always stood for us. How she treat each one of us like her kids. How she tried her best to cover for her weaknesses. They know. Nothing.

I took my jacket and headed to the door.

If I could run away from all these problems, I'm willing to run for the entire day.

I went to the river to cool my head from all these thoughts. I saw our leader sitting on one of the benches. Like a ball, hugging her knees. And there it was the thing that I wanted for her to share with me..

..tears.