The loud sound of music and alcohol’s smell was filled the club.

But Nichkhun just heard his own mind sounds.

“Nichkhun,why you always choose worst decision??”

“what do you mean?”

“why you accept this marriage?”

“Wooyoung,please don’t open up this topic.i’m already get my decision.”

“that means it’s not my business,huh?”

“I doesn’t mean that.Wooyoung,you are the only one that I have now.”Nichkhun sad tone aches Wooyoung’s heart.

“I know what are you worry about.but…but I should do this.”

“why?why it’s so hard to let go of this revenge??”

“I can’t calm my heart.”

“so taking revenge will make you calm,right?you are taking revenge of yourself.”

“I need to go.”Nichkhun stood up.

“don’t ran away again.”

“Wooyoung.talking won’t change anything.”he said calmly and left Wooyoung.

Wooyoung just smiled crazily.

Nichkhun was driving to home.

From the night that he told to his uncle he is agree with marriage till now he didn’t saw Eunjung.she avoided him.his uncle was on a business.and it made things easier for her.she locked herself in room and didn’t came out even to get food.he was wondering if she even ate in this week or not.

He still could remembered those shining tears in her eyes.when found about his decision.

He remembered Wooyoung’s word.

“so taking revenge will make you calm,right?”

Of course not.his brokenheart won’t be calm by revenge.he didn’t even thinking about revenge when he decided to marry.he just scared.

No matter how hard he tried to hate Eunjung.a part of his heart still screamed her name.eveytime he looked at those sad eyes he felt shiver in his heart.everytime she was near him.his body was screamed to pull her in.he wanted to hold those delicate hands.

He scared.scared of those feeling that made him weak.he scared to giving up.he sacred that her love filled his heart again.

That’s why he wanted to ran away.he wanted to close every door and way that would take him to Eunjung.

He wanted to kill all the hopes of being again with her.

He decided to hear some music to clear his full of fears mind.as he pressed the ‘play’ button the music sound broke the silence in car.

~I couldn’t help it so threw it all out

I erased all of my emotios

Bit I couldn’t erase you(let me free)

Because my heart was too sad(let me breathe)~

He smiled bitterly and turn up the sound.

~I just need to live like this,I just need to breathe

I just need to be alive,why can’t i?

I said it’s okay(let me free)

This is better for me(let me breathe)~

He pressed his feet on pedal.and speed up.

~I was afraid that I’d get cut

By your sharp,knife-like words

I just need to breathe and eat

To endure through this

I was a coward,I wanted to endure through

I’m holding my heart in my hand

I chose a life that is for me.

I don’t want to let go of myself

I don’t want to ruin myself anymore

Memories that aren’t ending even when it’s over

I have no confidence to win over it.

Love,in the end

Is a lie to just one person

Now