Okay, our first meeting was very awkward but I'm so happy I've seen him again. He is even more handsome now than before. Oh god.
No Seulgi, forget it. Yes I think I like him and not just as a friend. I have a crush on him since school. Unfortunately I've never told him about it. 
Well, I wouldn't tell him about it now either. I just want to see him. He would never see in me more than just a friend, plus, we are not allowed to date someone.
When fans will find out, we, especially me will get so much hate. I can't risk that. My career is much more important than having a boyfriend.
Why am I even thinking so much about  it. He sees in me only his cute little sister. 
 

A few months later
Our debut went well and we just finished our promotion for 'Happiness'.
Today it's really stormy outside and we practiced the whole day the dance for our new song 'Be natural'. 
This is one of my favorite dance ever.
"God, I'm so tired.", Irene said, while grabbing her bag and walking outside the room. 
"It's already nine pm, I'm glad this day is almost over. Seulgi, are you coming?", Wendy asks. 
"I think I'll stay here. I'll be at home in one or two hours."
"Why are you even so motivated? Okay see you later. Have fun." 
 

I'm alone now. I love dancing alone, it's very refreshing. 
I turn on 'Be natural' and just move to the music. 
About one hour later I see in the miror that someone is standing on the wall behind me.
It's Jongin. 
"Oh my god, you scared me! W-what are you doing here?"
"Looks like I had the same idea as you. Dancing alone."
"And... how long are you here already?"
"Not that long. I guess I was watching you for about 10 minutes.", he says with a huge smile.
I'm so freaking embarassed. Why was he doing that?
I'm tired so I sit down on the bottom, leaning against the wall. 
Jongin comes to me and sits down right next to me. 
He used to be my best friend but I don't really feel close to him anymore. 
We are super awkward and I'm always embarassed. I can't be the real me with him. I guess we just lived us apart.