"Yes or no, Seulgi."
Ok so, this is one of the most difficult decisions ever.
If I say no, I'd break his heart and also mine..
Maybe we could still be friends and live a peaceful life without secrets.
Could we still be friends? I don't think so.
We would ignore us. We would focus on our careers and slowly forget about each other.
If I say yes, I'd be the happiest girl ever. I mean, this is what I want. This is what I crave for, since school days.
But we have to hide out relationship. We can't go outside together, because there are fans and reporters everywhere.
We can't tell anyone here, because If the CEO finds it out we might get kicked out. 
I don't wanna risk that. But my happiness is important too, isn't it?..
I wish I could talk to Wendy but she should better not know it either.

"I do, Jongin. I do love you."
He smiles, as he gets closer to me.
"I really want to kiss you right now.", he says.
We're still in the group room. Isn't it too risky to kiss here? Someone might come in and see us.
Right in that moment I press my lips on his. 
I missed that feeling. It feels like.. an inner firework, you know.
It's the same I felt the last time we kissed.. 
I think I never lost any feelings for Jongin. I tried to ignore those feelings because he made me sad.
But.. I always had them. 

"Ok,ok we need to stop. I think the firwork is over. They will come in soon."
"Let's go in my room then!" , he says with sparkling eyes.
Uhm... I want to go to his room but what if he wants more then just a kiss............
I think he saw my fear and knew what I was thinking about, because he suddenly said :
"Seulgi, what do you even think of me?! I would never do anything you don't want or you're not ready for! Never!"
"...I'm sorry, I just felt some pressure."

As soon as we came into his room he hugged me.
"I'm so glad we clarified all this. I wasn't feeling good lately and I need just you by my side."
Oh god he is the cutest ever. I really love him. 
"But you know we can't have a normal relationship like other people do."
"I know, I know.. but it's worth for me. I don't wanna lose you, Seulgi.
 It can be really difficult to manage a relationship with our busy schedules but we can do that! 
"Promise?"
"Promise."

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So guys, this is it! This is the last chapter for this story.
But, I will do another story and continue to write about them!
Are you excited how their relationship is going?
It will be released soon so watch out :)

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