This it it, guys, the last chapter of Kimishika, the special chapter as a bonus!

There's only 6 songs in Dongwoon's mini-album Kimishika, right? So i chose to use the last song Beast gave us as a Christmas present, "Stay forever young" ♥ i really love this song and i thought it would be a good end for this story :)

Hope you enjoyed reading my little ff, even if there's a lot of grammar mistakes and that it lacks of experience and all, but Kimishika will always be a baby for me haha T_T Thank you to everyone who commented and waited for my updates which were soooooo long (sorry about that! really! T_T)

Oh btw, i'm the one who translated the lyrics of Stay forever young from japanese to english ;)) -i say this just because i'm proud LOL

ENJOY AND ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU!!! ♥♥♥

(special thanks to wsp0905 and anothercake, i love you)

I’ll always be a kidult
In this society, how can we manage to have an endless existence?
Clock’s hands are fast or slow,
I don’t forget those feelings of that day
I want to bring together my memories’ fragments
What is the “me” of today looking at?
Wanna go back down to my memories’ road

Hyunseung was stressed. He bit his lips, becoming white then red, delicious things that Junhyung liked to stare at. But this, Hyunseung had no idea. He was waiting for his best friend to come at their favourite place, because he had something really important to say. And not that easy to confess. He played nervously with his hands, looking at his watch every two seconds. He was certain that Junhyung had already finished his physic class, though. Maybe he had burnt something in the laboratory and created a new big bang, he had no idea. Hyunseung sighed and smoothed his highscool uniform. He eyed it with some nostalgia – which was weird because he was still wearing it, but...

“Hyunseung! I'm sorry for the wait!”

Hyunseung raised his head and smiled widely at Junhyung, nonchalantly walking toward him.

“You didn't really hurry, did you?” Hyunseung pouted.

“You know if I run five meters it looks like I did three marathons, I wanted to save you from this view,” Junhyung replied.

He sat on the grass with his usual smirk, and Hyunseung joined him. They looked at the town displayed before their eyes, enjoying the familiar feeling. Coming to this hill when they had time to kill was something they did since they knew each other. But Hyunseung, despite being with Junhyung, couldn't enjoy the view as much as usually.

The scenery of this town we used to look at,
Those days we were immature,
Do you remember it ?
Let’s stay forever young

“What's wrong, Hyunseung?”

Hyunseung pouted, and it seemed like words had escaped his mind. He was hopelessly trying to utter a word to explain to Junhyung what was going on.

“Did something bad happen?”

Hyunseung shook his head no, but pouted nonetheless, not really giving a clear answer. Junhyung was still confused, because it was weird to see Hyunseung in that state – the word 'weird' had a entire new definition if you attributed it to Hyunseung. And here, he wasn't in his usual weird state.

Hyunseung suddenly raised his arm to point at the scenery.

“I won't look at it ever again.”

“Huh?”

He then pointed at his uniform.

“I won't wear this uniform ever again.”

“Do you want to go to school with your own clothes?”

Hyunseung didn't reply. He looked at Junhyung, and then pointed at him – his index almost touching his nose and making Junhyung squint.

“I won't... see you anymore.”

“What?”

Hyunseung didn't look at Junhyung but at his knees, as if he was too ashamed; his cheeks were red too.

“What did you say? You won't... see me anymore? Why that? Did I do something bad? Are you mad at me?!”

“No! No, of course no, Junhyung. It's just that...”

Hyunseung sighed and ran his hand on his face.

“My parents decided to move out.”

In this mess, let’s look at the seven colors of the world
I remember the future we have painted
We stay forever young

Junhyung looked through the windows; the city of Praha was in front of his eyes, and it was amazing to be able to see something so different from Asia. He admired the old buildings, still proudly standing and showing off their awesomeness. He still thought all of this was a dream, but it has been more than a year – but yeah. He was in a foreign country, with foreign people everywhere, but something remained usual and simple and unchanged.

He was with Hyunseung. And that, was something he would always be glad. And he would never let go of his boyfriend.

“What are you looking at? Is there someone handsome walking down the street?” Hyunseung's voice came when he entered the room, drying his hair with a towel.

Junhyung turned to look at him and shook his head no, smiling – or more like smirking.

“How did your rehearsals go today?” he asked, sitting on the bed then inviting Hyunseung to sit as well, on his laps.

The older one did so and soon, Junhyung was slowly drying his hair with the towel.

“It went well. It's a bit difficult with everyone to understand each other, but when we dance, we don't really need it. I can't wait to dance in front of everyone during our official performance. And you? Did you spend all your day at the hotel?”

“Of course not. I strolled through the city, to have some fresh air. We will be here only two weeks, I need to enjoy it to discover new things.”

Hyunseung hummed, eyes closed because it felt so good, Junhyung massaging carefully his head. It lulled him a bit, and he was also tired. It wasn't dinner time yet, but he thought he could go to sleep right away. Sensing it, Junhyung checked that Hyunseung's hair was dry enough for his boyfriend not to catch a cold, and then put the towel on a chair next to the bed. He enlaced Hyunseung against his chest, and because Hyunseung searched to snuggle his nose against his neck, Junhyung chose to lay down with him. He covered them with a blanket and hugged Hyunseung, as if he was the most precious thing in the world – which he was.

They stayed silent few minutes, and Junhyung thought Hyunseung was asleep until he spoke:

“I wanted to ask you, Junnie...”

“Hm?”

“Do you regret to follow me all around the world with the crew? You're not settled anymore, no stable job, and it's just for me and dance...”

“Don't say something silly,” he scolded him. “I will never regret to be with you all around the world, even if you're always dancing and practicing for your performances. Plus, I have time to write lyrics and to compose a bit. To live like that is okay for me, because you're next to me, and I enjoy what I do.”

He stopped, then spoke again:

“The thing I regret the most is that time I let you go without telling you I love you, when you moved out with your parents. And when we had the chance to meet again in Japan, I told myself that I will never let you go ever again, and that even if you go somewhere else, I'll be by your side because that's the place I know I am made for. To cheer you up and to love you with all my heart.”

Hyunseung pressed himself against Junhyung, and kissed his lips slowly, to enjoy the taste and the plumpiness.

“To be honest, I'm glad you stay with me and that you told me you'll follow me everywhere, when I told you about the opportunity with the crew,” Hyunseung smiled.

There’s only hope that goes on
It will certainly be a drama here
Wherever we are, we’ll still change
Oh Oh… It’s sparkling
Stay forever young

They took a nap, and then they joined the crew to have dinner together in a typical czech restaurant. Kikwang tried to speak czech and it was really funny, the staffs and waiters found him cute and they spent the evening with laughters. Junhyung had managed to be a good friend of everyone, despite his usually shy and introvert self. When they came back to their hotel room, once in bed, once again in the embrace of each other, Hyunseung asked:

“There's something I always wondered... Can I ask you a question, Junnie?”

“You have a lot of questions today,” Junhyung laughed. “I'm listening, what is it?”

“Why didn't you tell me you loved me, at that time? When I was about to leave?”

“That's a good question. I was immature back then.”

“That's not fully the reason, right?”

Junhyung agreed, and chose his words carefully.

“It's because my mind was full of silent thoughts.”

“... I know I have a 4D mind but I don't understand you here.”

“It's easy to understand though. The fact that I loved – love – you was so obvious that telling you never came to my mind. It's something that is here and is part of me, and I never questioned myself about it, so that's why I never said this.”

“That's really surprising and sweet.”

“Yeah. Who thought that Yong Junhyung can be sweet,” he laughed about himself.

“But now, you know that you can say it, right? It's obvious but saying it led us here, and it's always good to say this, right?”

Junhyung smirked and wanted to tease his boyfriend.

“Hm, you seem to really want to hear it, right~ But will I say it~ It's so obvious I