The beginning was inspired by the song Unwritten Songs by Big Phony. Afterwards everything was just me.  The song's really good if you wnat to listen to it while you read. 

January, I fell in love with you February, I thought you loved me too March, things started to fall apart

Luhan gets his heart broken but not much later finds love in his best friend.

  Kai's been trying too hard to get Luhan's attention, but Luhan keeps saying he's just a "boy." Luhan is a university student who’s learned the hardships of dating younger boys. And when he knows a younger boy is running after him, he lets his beliefs win and he starts ignoring him.