Key was dating some dirty rat he hated called Woohyun and he hated that mans guts he was the devil that had pinched his Bummie away and he hated the fact he . But that night while out trying to clear his head and get loads of comfort food, he found someone he didn't expect to find, broken hurt and in need of some tender loving care.

After 2 years he finally said yes. He had agreed to come out with me. I was in shock. Finally a date with my dream man, My Bummie. Tonight couldn't come round quick enough. I was going to show Kibummie just howmuch I love him even after 2 years of rejection.

It had been the perfect day at collge and finally I had the man of my dreams all mine and officially my boyfriend, I was so happy when he said yes to sleeping over at mine this weekend, I hoped Minho and Onew were going to be gone though.

Hello I'm Kim Kibum and this is my diary about my first ever date I had with Jonghyun, they guy I picked on Take Me Out.

Taemin was lucky he was my baby brother other wise I would never agreed to this. I had to take him to see his boyfriend who works in the prison and each day during visiting hour's he got to spend it with Minho as he took guard around the hall. I didn't know that inside the prison hall there was going to be a lonely figure, sitting alone in the corner, sliently crying to him self, that figure was going to change me life completely.

It was a special night and to celebrate, both Jonghyun and Key were going out for dinner, cooked by their mum's who happen to be their biggest fan girls, squealing and getting excited over the littlest thing's they did together, it was going to a fun, loving night ahead of them.

After weeks of working apart it was the night they both had craved to have for so long. Just to hold each other and feel their lips mould as one, it was just going to be one perfect night for the loved up couple.

Jonghyun and Key laid on the sofa, the older had a question burning on his tongue to ask the younger but he is a little scared to make his lover rememeber the dark black past that is hardly spoken about but as time ticks on, the older becomes more desprate to get an answer to his question.

Jonghyun sighed as he watched his lover finally sleep peacefully though the horried storm continued out side, still with out no power, he could only see his lover thanks to the soft, golden glow from the flame flickering on top of the sweet sented candle. He was left breath less once again as he swore his Key looked even more beautiful then ever before.

It was something neither thought could ever happen especially for the younger yet her ehe laid in the heart of the forest, in the middle of a horrid storm, snuggled up in the arms of his lover in a warm, safe tent. Never did Key think he would of made it through the day and faced his fears if it wasn't with his lover by his side.

This date always held so many memories for us, all so special and to celebrate each year. I never imagined how perfect my life could of turned out becauseof meeting him on that day all those may years back. he truly is my one true love, fate truly worked it's magic on us, we were destine to be together from the moment I laid eye's on the feline beauty.

They were moving into their own apartment. Key felt happiness at long last after years of struggles growing up. Being with Jonghyun made his life worthwhile. Jonghyun was his saviour and his treasure.

For the past few weeks Key had been feeling alone and distant with his band mates due to some hateful comments getting to him.   Will he spill the beans and talk it out when the others notice and pick Jonghyun to talk with him

Key is at the dorm sick and Jonghyun is on a radio show  and surprises the younger by not only singing his faviroute song,Jonghyun makes sure he sings the words with love and emotion and know he means every word to the younger.    

It was going to be their perfect date night after a week of heavy work loads and Jonghyun was planning a surprise for his fianc'e but it seems like the weather certainly wasn't on his side.

 He had looked after me for a while in the beginning, he treated me with the utmost care anyone could imagine.He had been the first to show any signs of love and care for me, he had become a person I inspired to be and become, He had been the first to show me really human feelings. He was the first person I had come to love and cherish.  

It was the start of a new day and to many it was the start of the dreaded week which meant work, I was lucky enough to not only have a great job and co worker but I shared the first floor with the sport's department and my long term boyfriend worked there. Itw as going to be a day of jokes, teasing and more love then you could imagine.

Sunday had finally arrived and Soojin was rather excited as it was her birthday but something more big and important was happing. Itw as the day I was taking her to the sea life centre and Key was coming along. It felt like more of another date then just a meet up.

It was Soojin's birthday dinner and everyone was in a happy, relaxed mood. Some big announcements are made and some rather awkward situations happen between the other's thanks to Soojin and there is a shock in store when I find out about his past.

Soojin had grown up in to a beautiful 16 year old and she was still as perfect as ever. She came home on day from school wanting to ask me and my husband Key something. It was going to be my worst nightmare coming true.

Finally happy again after a life of misery and hell, always so love struck by his now beautiful golden angel also known as Key, his lover and his life along with his 4 years old daugher Sunhee. Forever falling so deeply in love over and over with his feline beauty, forever love sick and completely smitten and he still couldn't get enough of his feline lover.

It had been a beautiful summer's day, the warm shining sun had brought everyone out side to enjoy the hot weather. It had changed so fast, a storm ragining in the skies above, thunder roaring out as lighting striked. Key hated being alone in storms and wished one special person could be there to hold him.

It was Key's big day competing in Seoul's biggest dance contest. He was lucky to have his very loyal number 1 fanboy and boyfriend of many years in the audience cheering him on and supporting him.

I knew you were going to come to me and here you are like a moth to a flame, you were powerless in picking me and here we are standing face to face for the final show down, the final judgement of what we could become. I have waited for this day for a long time. I knew you would crack under the fragile glass bottle you locked your feelings into.

I groaned a little and slowly opened my eye's rubbing them with my palms. I slowly sat up and took in my surrounding's every thing looked amazing, Pure white and gold decorated the buildings. People wearing what they wanted. I blinked in sudden shock. Heaven was a truly beautiful place. I had finally arrived and felt so happy to begin my new life here. My one and only mission to find the person I had come to see and be with for the rest of my life.

It was the day I dreaded and hated with a passion. It was a day I tried to fake being ill to get out of it yet here I was stuck in some gym shorts and baggy top in the middle of field getting ready as sport's day begun. The only thing that can get me through this was standing at the side lines ready to become my cheer leader for the afternoon.

It seemed silly to other's but Jonghyun could never sleep or settle without his goodnight kiss from his husband of 14 years. The night's he couldn't sleep he would stare at the younger man he loved and cherished, wondering how he got so lucky to have some one like Key as his and only his.

I been waiting for the perfect day to ask you the one question buring my mind, first let me sing you a song that shows how you make me feel baby, Let me show the world just how special and perfect you are.