Jonghyun sighed as he looked down at his bowl of soggy cornflakes. Suddenly he didn't feel hungry when the thoughts of his ex best friend popped in to his mind. How he regretted saying those words months ago. He missed their hugs, the jokes and lame teasing, never had Jonghyun felt so lonely, he just wanted Key back.

Sitting in the dressing room, Jonghyun felt nervous for some reason. Maybe a visit from a certain feline boy who Jonghyun loved would make things so much better or so much worse.

I sat in the arena, packed from teenagers and children to adults and even some elderly people. Chanting my husband's name over and over as he performed his well known songs. My self and Minjee our daugher happily watched Jiong do his thing, little did I know he had a suprise in store for me.

Jonghyun was his body gurard for more then 7 years, it was bound to happen though yet he wouldn't  reveal his feelings. How could Key fall in love with his body guard.

It had been five years since you was cruelly taken away from me, five years since I lost you my one true love. For you I have kept my promise that we made a week before you was taken from my life, yet I never have forgotten you and everyday I have come to visit you. I still love you and I will never forget you. You may not be here but you will forever be in my heart, soul and mind

Key sighed as he stared at the blank computer screen. Work was annoying and was made worse with his co worker and boss hating him. He would much rather stay at home, snuggled in bed. He could always rely on his boyfriend to cheer him up and make his day brighter no matter how silly he maybe. Jonghyun was just is loveable idiot.

Kim Serri was like most other five year olds but she had gone through more then most young people. Even during the toughest and roughest times, her daddy always put her first. She was always safe and looked after no matter what others said or thought. Serri wouldn't change her daddy for anyone or anything in thr world. She just wants her daddy to be happy with his boyfriend again.

I sighed softly, watching and waiting. I worked as a trainee nurse close to the main college. Moments ago there was a rush of people as they took someone down to the operating theatre. It was going to be the first time I cared for someone who had surgery and it was so much pressure. I just hoped nothing had happened to the person I hurt the most.

Key sighed as he sat up in bed, it was valentines day yet his lover wasn't there. Jonghyun had one more week in Japan before he would come home. Key felt alone, sad and just fed up, lost with out the older. While walking to the kitchen, a red envelope sticking out the letter box catch's his eye, becoming extra curious as to who sent him something.

It was the day he always dreaded. The day when everyone came together for a special event. Whether it was a race or a match between two college teams. Jonghyun was apart of his college sports team, hoping it would make his parents take notice of him but it always was no good. He couldn't compte with his step brother Minho. For that swimming race, he was going to find out what it really felt like to have someone believe in him.

It was another year and halloween had come round once more. For Minjee is was one of her favorite time of year and this year was extra special as her mummy was feeling better and coming along trick or treating but for her dad well his worst nighmare is about to hit him hard. Key was going to make him eat his words.

Key sighed as he stared out the window painted with rain drops. Headphones in his ears, repeating the same song over and over. The song spoke so clearly of his feelings for him that lived across the road. How Key wanted and wished for the older boy to feel the same as he did.

It was the day of our anniversary and Jonghyun had disappeared. I had not seen him all day, even when he left the hotel this morning. All I got was a simple peak on the lips and he was gone with out a word. I felt hurt and my heart in tatter's. As I went to use the fridge I noticed a yellow sticky note, it was going to lead me to something that will change my life forever,

Dear Diary It was our 20th wedding anniversary and I remember like it yesterday with how we met and how he saved me and changed my life for the better, looking back, it was kind of obvious from the start that he was some one more special to me, if it wasn't for him, I be buried six feet under right now, not getting this chance to experience true love and happiness.

It had been many long, drawn out years of nothing but emptiness and loneliness. Living in a world of nothing but sound and feeling, it was a life Jonghyun didn't want to continue living in. Who knew the voice of a stranger duing a visit to the park with his sister would change is life completely.

Hello My Name is Kibum although some call me Key. The year is 1927 and I have finally gotten my self a job. I will be working in the most beautiful Manor house in Mabel Lane. I will be working for Lord Jink and his family. I was a maid, I didn't earn much but at lest my mum can pay her rent. It sounds silly but Lord Jink has two sons and a daughter, one of his son's is really handsome. If only he would look at me with those beautiful eyes. Well it is time to get stuck in work....

It was Key's big day, he was finally about to debut his first ever fashion range on the cat walk. His biggest dream's coming true right in front of his eye's yet the perfect day didn't seem quite right. The one person that had helped him make it all come true wasn't there. Jonghyun was the other side of town in a meeting with a big music company.

Jonghyun could not be more happier to have his adorable boyfriend home for Chrismas. It was a shock to see him on his door step so close to the holidays especially when his boyfriend was meant to be the other side of the world.

For 37 years I have lived with regret and sorrow. For 37 years guilt has been eating me alive. I never meant to hurt you, I loved you and I still do love you. I didn't mean for that night to end the way it did. Can you ever forgive me even though you were in love with a monster.

It is funny how we met, not your typical love story.That day I was nervous and excited, to erase the last thing that reminded me of my horried past. Looking back I am so glad I chose to go to that shop and have such a handsome gentleman be the one to change my life.

Key touched the stone cold window lightlym delictae finger's caressing the see through barrier stopping him from reaching is boyfriend sitting behind the closed wooden door. He missed the older and just wanted to let the older know he was there, a smile or wave would just make his day a million times better.

Just a small family outing to the supermarket 

Key was so happy, he had granted his husband's dream and through out the pasr few months Jonghyun had been attached to Key's side. Key had Jonghyun wrapped round his finger and the older doesn't mind.