I could only imagine how Luhan and the others felt; if your crush across the classroom noticed your absence, if your friends went on with their lives as if you never existed, whether mom has gotten through another day with all those pitiful eyes staring at the back of her neck, or when dad will soon realize he doesn't have to rush through traffic at 2 p.m after work to drop you off at soccer practice anymore.      But maybe it wasn't that simple for them. Maybe what they went th

            All I wanted was for Xiumin to get better. All I wanted was for him to come back, but I did not know it was this bad. I did not know, how strong Sehun was.