Junghan POV

"i must tell him now.. i can't tell him earlier when we walked dorm together. now is the right time"

"Jun-a! where's Jisoo?" i said

"he just take a bath, it's really a while before you come to this room hyung" said Jun 

"hmm, just tell him i looking for him okay?" asked Junghan

"okay hyung" 

this is really important... i must tell him about this feeling, it would be just two anser 1. accepted and feel the same way 2. rejected..

but i must tell him the fact.. that.. i like him..

Junghan go to his room, he wait for Jisoo came to his room but it turned out Jisoo not come, he think maybe Jun forget to tell him, he will ask tomorrow..

Next Day (still Junghan POV)

"Junghan-a, Jun said you looking for me tonight, what is it?" Asked Jisoo

he know it

"ah.. i forget what i want to say, i'll tell you once i remeber it" i said, and then Soonyoung called us for practice

it's break time, i'd like spent it with Jisoo.. where is he?

"Jis--" just before i finish it i got called from Seungkwan, but still my eyes locked on Jisoo 

"hyung, your step still wrong bla bla bla"

i can't what they say cause Seungkwan and Jihoon now talk to me about vocal team matter.. but the way that i see little Hansol is teaching Jisoo.. 

i know that we must help each other member, but i still can't get that i jealous for both closeness (eventhough not like i and Jisoo)..

day after day passed, i still can't tell him hmm, confess to him, i think.. our showcase is near so there's no much free time, and i don't know why i think my distance with Jisoo got a little far anyway. 

SHOWCASE REHEARSAL D-2 SHOWCASE 

it's really gone far ... my distance with Jisoo. after what he told to me at cafetaria while break time still confused me until now..

what the meaning of "you look good with cheolie.. han-a" ?? how can i be good with Seungcheol?? everyone now he's with Jihoon.. or.. it's just me who knows it?

but it's nonsense, he keep a distance between us.

"Junghan! come here" said Seuncheol while wave at me 

"what?" i said gloomy because my mood already bad

Seungcheol hold my hand and lead me to where he want to go, but i see Jisoo, he's seem not feeling well but i see he's just talking with Hansol maybe he's okay. My estimate was wrong until i heard noisy sound like something hard bump into the floor.

"OH MY GOD!! it's Jisoo!! what's wrong?? is he collapse???" i took my hand from Seungcheol and run as fast as possible to get Jisoo. He's fall,, he's really collapse

i took him to our (everymember) car and we go to the dorm with everyone else, he just tired said the doctor and he's just have to much thought, well no one know what he think so much until this happen.. 

CELEBRATE SUCCESS SHOWCASE 

"Jun. tell Seungcheol i'm not going, there's something must i do" i said and run to our dorm.. 

i change my clothes and go to Jisoo room, cause the noise of the door Jisoo got wake up and it's ruin my plan for not getting him awake

"Jun-a?" 

you can't thought about me for just a little bit? i know Jun is your roommate and we are long haired guy.. but can you consider of me for a little" i said desperate to myself..

"it's me" 

"you not go?" he asked

"i must take care something"

"take care you'r problem then" he said and turn his body opposited the way i stand

"you. my problem is you"

after the whole night conversation and some explanation we found that we misunderstand each other.. especially for Jisoo in this part

"but han-a. when Seokmin ask you Jisoo hyung or Seungcheol hyung you answer Seungcheol without hesitated, i hear it for real" he said

i laughed, "you must hear from the beginning soo-ya~ he want me to choose for him, i definitely don't want he end up pairing with you and if the question is for me, it must be Hong Jisoo the best answer" i explain while pinch his cheek softly

"once more, why you holding hand with Cheolie?" he asked again

"ah! he want to tell me something but don't wanna see by the other, it's about him and Jihoon.. he going out with Jihoon if you don't know" 

Jisoo just gave his shock face because he just find out now, that he's jealous for no reason

"you too.. you too close with little hansol, and you avoid me as well, how can i not desperate?" i said

"i'm sorry.. i like you and just you.." he said while holding my hand and the he fell asleep 

just like this, exactly like this. just look at me. i will always have my eyes on you.. i'll hold this hand tightly so Jisoo,, hold my hand tightly too ^^ 

Showcase celebrate is over and the rest member went back to dorm, Jun open his room and see the lovey-dovey couple holding hand tightly while sleep right beside his bed, Jun face just like (-_-) 

"whose Junghan hyung roommate?? please let me replace Junghan hyung for tonight" asked Jun

"me" Mianghao answer and welcome Jun to his room 

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really sorry for the bad english and bad ending -_- it's my first fic thought -_- ,, thank's for subscribers and reader who followed this story :) any comment? i'd appreciate it ^^ once again thank you :)