Jisoo POV 

 

I open my eyes...

"where am i? how can i'm here? it's our dorm" I said to myself

"you're awake hyung?" asked Jun

"ah, Junie. what's happen? how can i'm at our dorm?" I asked him 

"how can you the one who asked hyung? everyone worry about you and you don't know what happen?" Jun asked back 

I just shake my head mean don't know anything 

"youre collapse at lobby earlier while waiting our manager hyung, remember?" Jun explain 

"me? collapse?" i confused with Jun answered 

How can i collapse? it's not like me. even if i'm tired to death i will hold it and make it not obvious, we have to cheering our member and have to try not show our tired

"last thing that i remember just i'm talking to Hansol and then everything became dark, just until that" Jisoo said 

"so you don't know who came in hurry with such worry toward you hyung?" Jun asked 

once again i just shake my head 

"who? leader?" 

"just guess it yourself, i feel pity for that person" Jun said and go to his bed

i still cant get the fact that i had collapse in lobby, it's embrassing... But i curious about what Jun said earlier, who is it? Jung--? Ah, it's not even possible, he was with seungcheol that time...

Ah! I remember i talked with Hansol after I looked them holding hand, before i see that my head already have a little dizzy, but after i see that it's seem like my head gonna explode, and it's reall happen. Suddenly room door open,, 

"maybe it hi--" my thought dissapear just when i see the dace who came into my room

"Jisoo, you awake?" he said

"yes cheolie, i'm sorry for earlier but I'm okay now"

"you must be, Jisoo.our showcase just 2 day more, you must take a rest now, tomorrow just join unit practice. Don't force yourself for dance practice" said Seungcheol and went out from my rom 

"but dance is my weakness how can i not practice" Jisoo mumble 

SHOWCASE DAY!!

Our showcase was success!! It’s really success, many fans come and support us. If this showcase success our president will give us our debut!! And it’s mean debut is in front of our eyes!! 

Jisoo join showcase without trouble, he can hadle it like he as usual. But there's something that not usual, he avoid him, Junghan. He don’t know what to do if he was around Junghan, he doesn’t even dare to look right at his bestfriend eyes. He not really avoid Junghan he pretend like he's busy eventhough he is not. But the other boy know it very well, that his bestfriend try to avoid him, and it’s kind hurt him. Junghan doesn’t know the reason so he can’t accept the fact that his bestfriend avoid him >< 

"let's go to dorm now! clean up your body and with our president-nim command, he will treat us with delicious food!!" said manager-hyung

"MEAT!!" shout all member happily, except one person.

every member has clean up and prepare themself to celebrate this successful moment, except one person who still lay in his bed 

"Jun-a, Jisoo in room?" Junghan asked 

"ne hyung, he still lay in his bed right now" 

"what? he's laying in bed? he's not prepare for celebrate? it's not like him" Junghan state in his mind. 

Junghan go to Jisoo room, and he exactly just laying in his bed with covering his whole body with his blanket like Jun said earlier. Don;t want to make it obvious Junghan searching a reason for seeing his bestfriend 

"Soo-ya, can i ask for your cologne?" 

"hm?" 

"me. Junghan" 

"why he must come here" jisoo talk to himself

"just take it" Jisoo answered

"you not prepare yourself ? everyone is almost ready" said Junghan 

Jisoo shake his head, "i'm not coming, i'll stay in dorm" 

"why? it's your favorite.. eat meat, isnt it?" 

"don't put much care for me Han-a" Jisoo whisper so his bestfriend can't hear him

"i really want to sleep right now, you must go. everyone must be waiting for you" said Jisoo while covering his body with his blanket

"ah, you're right. seungcheol will angry if i take too much time"

"why must bring his name in front of me?" 

"Junghan!" 

junghan turn back in front of door just before he went out, and look at jisoo

"please turn off the lamp and close the door, thanks" said Jisoo with his really low voice which strange for Junghan

Junghan do as his bestfriend asked, but he's feeling something strange but he don’t know what is it, he thinking until he reach downstair and car door open.

"hyung, youre not with jisoo hyung? i think you get him" asked Jun 

"he said he want to sleep" Junghan answered 

"eventhough eating meat is his favorite?" Seokmin said 

Junghan just nodded

"maybe he's not feeling well? maybe he still sick" said Hansol

Junghan realize something after hear what Hansol said.

"You all, tell cheolie i'm not join, there's something must i do" Junghan said while run back to dorm

"they're really weird, why can't just honest to each other?" Jun mumbled

"what's that hyung?" Hansol asked 

"little kids don't have to know" Jun chuckled and Hansol sullen 

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Junghan run back to his room and change his clothes, 

"you stupid Yoon Junghan!! how can person like you called angel? you not angel! why must forget his habit?? His ears! It's really red earlier when you came to his room and he try to cover it with his blanket! Red mean he's really sick! Stupid you Junghan!!" Junghan cursed himself

he came back to Jisoo's room and try to not causes any sound with him, but he forgot Jisoo and Jun room door already broken, so it will causes some noisy sound, his hope not getting his bestfriend awake is fail, Jisoo really awak now 

"Jun-a?" 

"it's me" 

Jisoo know already who is it the way he says "it's me", its him, Junghan...

"you not go?" 

"i must take care something" said Junghan 

"hmm, take care your problem then" said Jisoo while turn his body to the opposite from his bestfriend 

"my problem is you" 

DEG! Jisoo feel his heart beating twice than usual..

"..."

"just tell me already.. you're not feeling well right?" Junghan asked 

Jisoo doesnt answer Junghan, he keep quiet

"please dont come to my be--" 

before he finish his hope, his hope dissapear already when junghan appear at his bed side, and surprisingly Junghan placed his hand at Jisoo forehead

"youre really sick Jisoo!!! it's really high temperature"

still, Jisoo doesnt say anything 

"what's wrong with you lately?"

"dont too kind to me" said jisoo with his whisper voice 

"what?" said Junghan pretend he not hear what Jisoo says

"sorry"

"..."

"sorry for avoiding you earlier" 

"i'll forgive you if you tell me the reason" said Junghan 

Jisoo silent for a moment and finally open his mouth 

"you're too kind Junghan, it's surelly make everyone like you and i must avoid you because if i'm not do that my hope will come again" 

"what hope?" Junghan asked 

"..." 

"Hong Jisoo???" Junghan higher his tone 

"hope that you like me back, but the fact is you're with Seungcheol, satidfied?" 

Junghan can’t believe what just Jisoo said right now. He feel confused with this conversation, Jisoo like him? But what he see seem like it’s the opposite ><

“you don’t have to said anything Han-a, I really want to sleep right now” said Jisoo and covered his body with his blanket.

"now, you must hear my story, story of my feeling being hurt"

"what?? someone hurt your feeling? who is it? he must be crazy" Jisoo higher his tone 

"just hear my story" said Junghan while fixing jisoo blanket properly and placed his hand at Jisoo forehead

"so, i have some feeling toward someone, but he's kind strange lately and i don't know why, he even tell me that i good with someone else, with our leader"

hearing Junghan story Jisoo feel something weird, the one who said Junghan good  with leader is him..

"you talk about me?" asked Jisoo

"i dont say that, but i kind hurt when the person i like say i look good with other person but not him. he also avoid me" Junghan explained

"you really talk about me, but i don't understand" 

"you the one i like Jisoo-ya, your hope not wrong, your high hope is true ^^" 

"but you --" Jisoo cant finish his word, Junghan hold his hand 

"from now on just look at me and hold this hand tightly, beside my eyes only looking for you"

Jisoo can't say anything except hold back the other boys hand 

"my eyes only look at you Han-a, and i surely will hold this hand tightly, just stay beside me" Jisoo talk to himself while looking at his bestfriend eyes 

"i like you Han-a" 

"me too Jisoo" 

after the confession Jisoo and Junghan sleep while still holding the other hand, hope the other still there when they open their eyes :) 

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always say sorry for my bad english >< i think this is the longest chapter, it seems like the end, but i'll add one more chapter (the last one) ^^ thank's for subscribe and read :)