The night was silent and I could feel the wind brush against my arm that I had put over the duvet covers whilst everyone else was snuggled and covered completely from the cold air.

I was a very light sleeper, so the slightest sounds could wake me. To my luck, Namjoon snored the whole night, I tried everything to get back to sleep but it was useless.

I took a deep breath and crept over to the closet where my coat had been hung over, I quickly bundled myself up and walked over to the balcony slowly opening the large sliding windows and stepped outside.

I was close to passing out when I jumped at the sight of Jimin's eyes staring directly at me

", oh my god ok it's just you..." I half shouted half whispered

Jimin chuckled and walked over to me slumping over the balcony, I copied him and watched him carefully

"Jimin, you know this is dangerous right? A fan might see you" I warned

"Nahh, the fans would be asleep, recharging themselves for the concert tomorrow" Jimin assured

I bit my lip, "But... Isn't that what you should be doing?" I asked carefully

"Well... yeah.. but I just" Jimin sighed and that signalled some sort of insecurity

I lowered my head to meet Jimin's eyes that were looking down, "Why were you out here? C'mon it's okay you can tell me" I smiled 

Jimin paused and then gulped "Well, I guess I should tell you since you've been a massive help haha" His laugh was obviously forced, I knew something big was bugging him

Jimin turned to face me, "I was practicing." 

I hesitated, "That's good I guess but... 5 hours before your concert? Im sure you've practised enough already..." 

Jimin grinned "I just have these like... expectations everyone wants me to reach" A BIG SPEECH WAS COMING. I FELT IT.

Jimin continued "After our debut, I could easily be myself and mess around with the members, you know? At our first few concerts I was like WOW this is amazing and it still is don't get me mistaken but it's just different now... I always try hard to stay in shape and even