One night, when Sunggyu just lies on his bed staring at nothing while his mind wandering to somewhere else—sometimes that somewhere is a stage surrounded by his fans, sometimes that somewhere is just someplace, a simple place, with the person he loves by his side. Suddenly, he feels someone lies beside his bed and then back hugging him, face buried into his neck. He can feel the person’s breath on his neck, he can hear the boy trying to hold back a sob.

“Hyung, I don’t want to forget you.”

Sunggyu stays still, not wanting to look at the boy because his heart might get hurt. He doesn’t really know what to say, he can’t process anything. Not because he is sleepy, more like because he doesn’t really want to. There is only silence for a while, until Sunggyu finally only says, “It’s okay.”

The boy buried his head deeper into his neck, and they just lay there without saying anything. Maybe it’s better to stay silent than to say anything. Sometimes, silence is better. Sunggyu wants to say something else, but he just keeps it inside.

I don’t want to be forgotten too.