Why was it suddenly so hot?? Tiffany wonders this as she sits ontop of the Universities bleachers with Nickhun..even with chilly air and  the strong beeze that keeps on blowing strands of hair into her face. "Does Nickhun like her" that question won't stop spinning through her head as she mechinally takes bite of her Gimbap. She doesn't know what to say..suddenly everything becomes so much more compilcated....Men she cursed silenlty to herself. out of the crner of her eye..seh watchs Nickhun take out a container of spicey looking food...the steam condecsneding on the lid. Her eyes widened..nickhun's mom use to always make it for them when they were younger..Snack Time food.as they use to call. she winces as her heart throbs painfully. How can Nickhun be so close yet so far away..he catches her staring and smiles..that beautiful smile.. Tiffany internally pouts."Have you ever had Thai Food" he questions as he cracks open the lid of Tom Yam Goong..the yummy smell wafting through her nose...she nods " When i was younger...i use to be firends with" she pauses then shakes her head.."Yeah I have =" Nickhun smiles and laughs.."did you like it"..."Umm some of it " she admits with a sheepish look...he nods and they lap into silence Tiffany chews.letting her gaze wonder around the open field...with its thick green grass and white paint..something catches her eye a group of girls stand at the entrance of the field..they are to far below for her to see what they are doing..but she can bet they are ticked. She rolls her eyes..they took fangirl to an obsessive new level..she groans..this week was going to be a total wreck after today. " Do you live here.." he said gesturing with his spoon at the dorms that crested over the fields to their right..."no.." she shakes her head.."I live with a friend" "oh" she wanst to ask him where he lives...but one she already knows and two wouldn't it be harsh to remind him now that he's unable to go there.."Do you miss your home" he looks surprised and nods "Thai is beautiful..during December..everything seems even more homey.." he trails off staring into the distance.."it sounds lovely" she whispers..Nickhun seemed so lonely..he heart broke into .."Can't you visit it..anytime soon" He smiles at her rurefully.."No..my life and my bands life is now one....promotions are starting up..i can't risk..My company wouldn't like that" he finishes looking troubled.Tiffany bites her lip..how long has Nickhun been without his family..his home..." When did you last see them.." she surprises herself by how bold she is..she hesitates immediately after....Nickhun his head "Why do you care so much?" his tone isn't mean nor upset but merely inquiring.." i haven't seen my family in over 9 years....since they died" her voice cracks and she looks away trying to keep him from seeing th tears that are starting to appear.."Hey..hey" he ctaches her face with a tender hand..but hse keeps trying to look away.."I'm here..doesn't that matter"she looks up into his eyes..Does he remember??? But no disappointment is bitter..and harsh..the tears that fall...start to pour..and he takes her into his arms..and she sobs bitterly into him..because hwy won't nickhun know..her..WHY!!! He holds her and holds her...both wondering why...but maybe in their hearst they know the truth

Nickhun's POV

NIckhun waits ouside of the university..waiting for his managers car to pull up and whisk him away from here..Teacyeon stands beside him eyes glued to the phone..complelty tuned out to the world around him and..the crowds of giggling fangirls that always wait with them. Nickhun finds it sweet and heartwarming..how everyday they stay later to keep the boys company..when they could be getting home to a warm home. He searches over all the sea of heads..hoping for one in particular..his heart fails when he doesn't find her, Tiffany...even her name seemed heavenly..the plucky..sweet girl he had fallen for..she was so kind and  courageous..but why did she always have to keep her head down. He sighed thinking back to the moment on the bleachers..when he had held her fragile body in his arms..why was he so comfortable around her..she had been the first person in months he had told her about him missing his family. He had buried them away in the past along with...her everyday..everynight he dreamed of her..all the dreams ended the same with her begging for him to find her. How could he not she had been his first love..the first time he had