I Should Have Known

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It was just the right amount of warm and you sighed in contentment before nuzzling your head even further into Jiho’s neck. Taking a deep breath, you opened your eyes, caught sight of the alarm clock and contemplated getting up. Nah. You could afford to spend a few minutes enjoying the peace and quiet. These were some of your favorite moments after all. Just lying in bed with the love of your life, the man of your dreams. Not that you told him that often, his ego was big enough as it is. Languidly, you traced the tip of your middle finger over your boyfriend’s tattoos. You were sure you’d never get tired of the art on his body, no matter how many times and for how long you’d look at it. Smiling softly to yourself, you carefully hoisted yourself on one arm before gently pecking Jiho’s forehead. With one last sigh and a call for will, you pushed the covers off yourself and stood up. Wow, you really wanted to be back in bed right now. Turning to face Jiho once again, you rested one knee on the mattress. This was a fight. And you were losing. Leaning forward and resting your hands on either side of the sleeping boy, you could feel your eyes beginning to close again. No, no, no. You had to get ready for school and you would really appreciate not looking like a bum today. But sleep was so tempting. It almost felt like sleep itself was gently wrapping their firm arms around your waist and pulling you forward into a warm embrace. It almost felt like they were rubbing your back in soothing circles and whispering sweet nothings in your ear. Sleep really sounded like your boyfriend. Wow. Your boyfriend. Your boyfriend!

Your eyes shot open and sure enough you were met with an eyeful of Jiho. The minute he noticed you were fully awake once again, his arms tightened around you, smooshing your face against him.

“Woo Jiho let go of me this instant.”

They always say, if it feels too good to be true, it probably is.

You had it all. A supportive family, loving friends, an amazing, handsome, embarrassing celebrity for a boyfriend and you loved the university for the arts you were going to. Life was great. Until you spilled your starbucks drink on your favorite white t-shirt, turned your laundry pink, your boyfriend cheated on you with a japanese model while at an overseas concert, and you got a cold. 

Foreword

An old story I started writing a while ago that I deleted but has now decided to come back from the dead

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Kaylie3Two #1
Chapter 6-
OMG. Update whenever. I want to punch Jiho and break picture frames as well. I'm listening to Zico's 'wake me up' at this very moment but I'd rather beat him up haha. You're a very good writer, author. Keep it up with the intensity :-)
Bernice #2
Chapter 6: Oh my gawd! Please update more often! Cause that cliffhanger.... i just cant! Lool
sarahjang #3
Chapter 6: !!!!!!
I'm so hooked on this story, thanks for the update omg the ending though!!
desiredbe #4
Chapter 5: WOW, It was like I was in a haze when I typed out my other comment. I guess it has to do with freshly reading the story with sad music behind it. tehe~!
I actually reached the limit of 2000 words and had to cut some of it out ^_^''
please keep updating, I really want to know what else happens.
thankyou~
desiredbe #5
Chapter 5: They're both suffering so much, but feeling like everything you did for someone so close and special to your heart was just fun and games for them is the worst feeling ever. he could of talked it out with her, he could of explained the situation because he knows that she loves him so much, that she'd listen.
There were so many different ways to approach this.

& because of that I believe she'd fall in to a deep and dark depression, "You were so tired"..'tired' is a often feeling felt when you just don't want to put any emotional effort towards anything. It's when you're just living but you're not actually there.
But being 'tired' is what can keep you up at night & make it seem like you're naturally born with eye-bags.
Throughout the days you feel so numb, to everything.
J-walking in a busy street doesn't scare you anymore, because you're so numb you can walk inches away from an oncoming car and feel nothing.Or maybe sometimes--on the really bad days--a small speck of sadness will blink in your chest because you wish it actually hit you. So that you don't have to feel so numb, so you can FINALLY feel something.

It drives you crazy seeing so many people in love because you had that, you were that. You will always remember when you first blushed because he brought you flowers on your very first date, that smile you had on your face when he told you, you were beautiful, when he kissed you so delicately because he was scared such an amazing thing would fall apart from his rough lips. The years would pass but you couldn't help but fall more in love with him, you never even thought it to be possible. & even years later you would never regret anything; not even the fights, because you were still happy. He was your haven, your back bone, your teddy bear, your best friend and your challenger. When you were with him you felt so much, but then so suddenly it was just...gone.

You'll never stop feeling 'tired'. You just end up finding ways to hide it better.
Maan2442 #6
Chapter 5: please update soon i really like the story and the war its written!!!!!! :)
Kkomaenggi #7
Chapter 5: wooww omg that frame-throwing mustve been really satisfying xD sometimes when I am angry I also get the urge to break something and when I do it is so freaking satisfying.. I feel really bad for her and zico probably has a reason for it. he better have a damn reason lol ~~ also I like your writing :) im looking forward to the next chapter ♡
sarahjang #8
Chapter 5: You accidentally pasted the chapter twice in chapter 5! Really liking this story though :) always looking forward to updates ^^
Kkomaenggi #9
Chapter 4: I really like this story the way it is so I dont think you should change it also I really hope their relationship gets fixed because they are so adorable omgg
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