Well its a brand new week I hope that this week goes well because I don't want anything bad to happen.Right now I'm in my spare and I'm sitting beside Jhope but where not talking much because were both on our phones plus I'm too shy to talk to him. Someone told me that if I like him I should confess to him because its the 21st century and girls can ask out guys but I don't want to get rejected and trust me it hurts I've been rejected five times. And if he does like me back it'll be awkward because.it'll be my first relationship and I don't know what to do except for the things I've seen in dramas and read on fan fictions. I wish I had the courage to ask him out so that I won't be so shy and nervous around him anymore. I think he notices now. And I don't want him to find out. Well I guess that's all for now. If anyone has any advice I would be happy to take your advice. ❤💔😍😢😃