Seohyun pov |

Yoona caressed her hand on my cheek. She played with my hair while my chin was snuggled up against her shoulder. I glanced at the time and got up. 

Yoona: What are you doing?

I started to put on my bra and turned towards her.

Seohyun: I told you before that I have somewhere to be later. 

I walked to the closet and picked out a new black shirt. 

Yoona: I'm not upset or anything. It's just maybe we could go out together sometime.

I stood still and turned to her expressionless. 

Seohyun: If you're falling for me you might as well pack your bags now. You know the rules.

Yoona: I'm not. Just as friends. 

I put on my top and flipped my hair foreward. I walked to the bathroom and applied a dark lip.

Seohyun: Good. Well I talked to you later. There is some food in the fridge if you want it.

I walked out of the room and headed towards the stairs.

Yuri pov |

I walked into the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror ashamed of myself. I broke down in tears I didn't even know why I was so sad. Why did she leave me. I swiped off my tears from my cheek. It's because i'm worthless! I'm nothing. I reached into my drawer and found a blade. I lifted my sleeve and cut the spots where there were none. One cut, three cut, four I won't stop because I deserve more. I stopped and applied pressure to the wounds. I washed them off and saw the marks I was left with. Beautiful. I looked in the mirror and started screaming. 

Yuri: I hate myself! Why am I such a wasteful piece of !? Jessica!

I fell to the ground and cried. I laid in the corner crying. I heard someone come in. I felt Taeyeon's soft hands hold my shoulders. She helped me up and brought me to my bed. 

Taeyeon: You need help Yuri..

I didn't respond. All I could think was Jessica. 

Taeyeon: I know you loved her so much. I know you did, but it's time to leave her in the past before it kills you. 

Yuri: As far as I'm concerned. I'm already dead.

I shut my eyes and let the tears roll out of my eyes. Seohyun. 

I got up and Taeyeon stared at me. 

Taeyeon: What are you doing!?

I threw on a long sleeve shirt and black jeans with y boots. 

Yuri: I need an escape for the night, or else I'll kill myself. 

Taeyeon: Stop it Yuri! Your just hurting yourself more. Sleeping around isn't helping you either!

Yuri: I need it okay!

I walked out dialed her number. 

Seohyun: Hey, I was just about to call you.

Yuri: Beat ya to it! 

Seohyun: It appears so

Yuri: Want to meet me at a resturaunt next to the highway?

Seohyun: Eh let me think about it.

Yuri: Come on!

Seohyun: Sure meet you there

Yuri: Can't wait.

I wiped off some of the tear stains and smiled.  

Author's note: Yeah so ILYSMM