author's note: please listens to this while reading kay? ^_^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEkKCTFuy1s&feature=related 

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Kyuhyun POV

i woke up early in the morning... i look around me...huh... i guess im still hospitalised...

the sun has come out.. shinning through the window light up the room inside

birds happily chirp outside... the world is beautiful...

ouch... my body still hurts... something moving besides me...

i look at it and saw beautiful seohyun lying,sleeping beside me..

god... is this a dream or reality

try to pinch my cheek like TV usually does when they think they're dreaming

oww.... i opened my eyes

still saw seohyun right there beside me, smilling lovely, her fair skin covered by her shinning thick black hair

i pulled her closer to my embrace, hugging her, unwanting to let go

i miss her, i miss her a lot...

a lot of things had happened due to my mistake, i should have told her sooner

no! its nicole's fault

she's the reason for our suffering

she's the reason for my poor baby seororo to suffer

i look at her again with details,

her legs were covered with bandages, i could see stains of blood on her feet

her fair and soft hands had turn rough, covered in bandages, cuts and bruises

her face, her eyes had swollen, maybe due to crying

i hate her, i hate her when she's crying alone without me

i hate her for not letting me comfort her when she's alone in sadness

i hate her... because she broke the promise that we made...

though... my heart just can't hate her... all i could do is love her...

so this is what it called love... its true what people said, love can be happy and torture

crush can be love and crush someones life

me.... i consider myself happy because i know i love seohyun without any regrets and second thaught

she's my only and forever be my love

i hug her tightly, closer in my embrace....

tilted her head up a bit to see her face beautiful complexion..

those plump pink lips that i always crave about

her chubby flushed cheeks i loved to see when i

those big brown innocent eyes of her that becomes one of my weakness

to top it all, her beautiful soul that could stand out any girl in the way... not even miss universe could stand out the pureness of her soul...

i kissed her gently on her lips.... smelling the scent of hers was something i always love

as i broke out the kiss... she finally woke up... her sleepy eyes opened slowly and lazily

she gave me the brightess smile that could lifted up my energy for a day

her sweet voice of hers murmured "good morning oppa!"

she snuggeled deeper into my chest being as comfortable as she could, giving my best to keep her warm, i wrapped out my hands around her, pulling up the blankets for warmth

i smiled, "good morning gorgeous" she chuckled to that with her childish cute squeky voice of hers

she really makes my day

end of POV

Seohyun POV

"oppa, i love you" i said tears began to roll unknowingly from my eyes

"sshh....yah.. why are you crying... aren't you supposed to be happy that i finally wake up?" i saw his childish grinned looking at me with those sincere eyes

"it just.. im sorry.. its all my fault... i" he kissed me before i could even finished my sentence

"its okay.... im sorry too seohyun-ssi" i felt he murmured as we catch our breath, his face was only a few cm in front of me, his forehead rest against mine, his thumbs caressed my cheeks and wipe out my tears

"oppa, i wrote a song for you actually... i know its late but would you like to hear it out" i asked him with anticipation

he smiled and nodded "of course i do"

It's okay even if I can't see
It's okay even if I can't breath
If I could meet you only once
If I could give you all my heart

(just one, i would be devastated if i couldn't see you once... beacause i love you)

How much more do I have to miss you
So that maybe you could know my heart?
How much more do I to cry and cry
So that tears could be dry?

(if your not there besides me, i would have cried tears of blood)

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

(im sorry for hurting you... you have been good to me yet what i have returned? only desaster and suffer though you still love me)

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

(no matter what happened, i always love you, no matter how strong the wind blows, the mountain neer budge)

The farther I turn away so as to forget you
The more I miss you, What can I do
Even when you keep telling me it's not right just

to keep me away from you
You are the only one to me, What can I do

(i've tried to forget about you but why cant i, the more i try the harder it is,it hurt so much... why does love hurt so much)

Does it hurt because of loving you?
Is it the punishment for loving you so much?
Even though you say that I can lose everything
It's okay if I just have you to be with me

(i want you kyuhyun to forever be by my side)

Even if my heart is broken when loving you
Even if my heart is separated when waiting for you
It's okay because I love you
It's okay even if I get hurt

(only you kyuhyun)

Even if I get poisoned and pricked
My love for you can't stop
I will wait for you until forever
I will endure even if it hurts and hurts

(forever will be only you)

Because of loving you more
It's okay even if tears fall down
It's okay even if it hurts...

(because you are the only person i love, no one would ever replace your place... here.... in my heart... forever and always)

tears flow after i finished sang to him, i opened my eyes and saw that angelic sweet smile of his, me and only me could see his smile

his gentle caressed touch on my face that i love so much.. me... only me...

i know, no one i loved the most besides my parents is the one and only Kyuhyun....

"so how was it?" i asked

"it was beyond my expectation" i grinned wildly of happines due to his reaction

"i love you, its late for me to say this but happy one year anniversary my sweet kyu~" i said snuggling at his neck

"i love you too seohyun-ah... forever and always" he said pulling me closer, hugging me tight closer to him

i wish for us to be and forever be like this... i wish we could just freeze in time

just the two of us

end of POV

they snuggeled back to each other embracing with love thinking,wishing the same thing

i wish that we'll stay like this forever. stuck. freeze in time. close. hugging. embracing to each other. unwanting to let go of one another.. yess.. like this.. tomorow will be the start of a new day. new life again. but.... the same old feeling.. love forever towards each other....

sorry for the late update

so hows the new chapter? boring huh? please give comments and subcribe

love you all!!! ^_^

btw i may update late again due to a lot of school work and attending to additional classes... i hope i wont loose my readers..

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