Title : Sway

Genre: angst

Rating: General

Word count: 1668

Summary:

"Kyuhyun is getting Married, and Sungmin will try to stop him. Will he succeed?"

 

A/N: Thanks to the ones who proofread my fic. You know who you are. :P 

 

 

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You sighed.

 

I did too.

 

You were just nervous as I am, but on how to make both of us feel better..

 

That, I don't know.

 

"It's bee a long time.." you started and smiled awkwardly.

 

"Yeah." I answered nodding.

 

There was a moment of silence after that.

 

You were looking at anywhere but me.

 

While I, on the other hand, just shamlessly stared at you.

 

You coughed, clearing your throat- trying to catch my attention in the process.

 

"How's life?"

 

I wanted to tell you that you don't have to be formal and all that, but my voice left just before I could do so.

 

And I could just nod foolishly, while smiling.

 

Then right there and then, our supposed-to-be-conversation ended- dead on track.

 

 

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We ate peacefully, or so I thought.

 

As we never said a thing when the food came.

 

But you were awkward and have been fidgeting on your seat.

 

So I stared.. and stared..

 

And stared..

 

and stared at you.

 

As if asking you what's wrong.

 

As if asking you to tell me what was it about.

 

And thankfully, like the good old days you understood.

 

You heaved a deep and long breath, as you carefully settled the utensils down your plate.

 

"Break up with him." Was your direct message looking right into my eyes.

 

I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow.

 

Then you continued..

 

"He's not good for you.." was the lamest reason I have ever heard.

 

Did you know that you're the only person who have said those words?

 

Did you know you're the only one in this industry that's against me and him?

 

Did you know that.. by those words, you're making me hope for "us" again too?

 

I wanted to tell you those, but I couldn't.

 

There's something in me likes what I am hearing.

 

And wants to hear more of what you're going to say.

 

So I just shrugged it off, rolled my eyes and continued eating.

 

"Kyuhyun, please.. break up with him. You'll end up getting hurt."

 

"His ex said, he's up to no good. That he would sometimes, hit him. That he caught him cheating once."

 

I knew about that before you dug in his past.

 

"He said, one time he saw him in the bed with a girl, . And a friend told me, he just uses young boys for fun. That he'll only use them for .." and the story goes on and on that I didn't even want to hear it anymore.

 

Seriously, how deep did you dig to refute MY boyfriend?

 

You've done a pretty good research on him, hm?

 

I am impressed.

 

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I don't know how I looked at you, but the way you tore your gaze  away from mine, then I guess I must've looked mad.

 

"Sungmin, please.." I closed my eyes fo a while.

 

Thinking what to tell you.

 

Filtering my words.

 

How to sound like I have moved on.

 

But my feelings betrayed me.

 

"Remember, years ago when I asked you the same thing too?" I asked instead.

 

I could hear how bitter my voice was, but I couldn't care less.

 

I didn't miss the guilt in your eyes as you murmured an apology.

 

Then, again..

 

For the nth time.

 

Our table was covered by silence.

 

You took your utensils back to your hand and ate timidly.

 

As for me, I couldn't find my appetite anymore.

 

I was just looking at you, crossed arms.

 

While you tried to avoid having an eye contact with me.

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