We kiss for a while as he holds me in his arms, only when i move away dose he tighten his grlp slightly "How...often will i see this other side of you?"

He begins to the bruises on my arm as a frown forms on his head "I don't know, i can't control it" i grab his hand and place it on my cheek, smiling "Its okay...at least i know its not you this time..."

"So...will you be my familiar" my smile slowly fades as i look to the floor,  letting out a sigh "No...Kai i think i need to wait a while..."

"What do you mean?"

I shrug my shoulders and bite my lip "I want it to come naturally..

Plus i need some time to...love you"

He smiles widely "So you do love me?"

I nod "Somehow, you saying we had been lovers, made me love you again..."

"I guess he told you my secret then" He chuckles but i don't find it funny,  my heart seems to race "Why was it a secret?"

He traces his thumb along my bottom lip "Because i wanted you to fall in love with me again...i missed the way you smiled at me..

The way you would always help.."

I laugh and kiss his thumb, standing up "That was so long ago...and yet i don't remember any of it,  still...i don't think i have ever smiled like i have when im around you"

He gets up and grips my hand tight "You still have the same attitude..." 

I shake my head and detach my hand from his "Im going to get a shower..."

"Well im coming with you then"

"no! I don't want you to see me...!"

I stride out of the room with a smile as head for the bathroom quickly, i try to shut the door in time but he wedges his foot in the door.

I gasp and let go of the door, but as i do he bursts in with a smile "Shower"

I shake my head, folding my arms over my chest "No! I don't want you to see me !"

He rolls his eyes "You were just the same before, i never did get to see you"

I laugh "Well that is a relief!  But i still don't want you to see me!" 

He groans and heads out the door "Fine...just know i won't be so kind if you want something"

"That's okay with me!"

He slams the door behind him, silence devouring the room. I wait a few seconds before beginning to get undressed, turning on the shower as i step into it. The hot wat