Saturday, January 10, 2015

06.06 pm kst

I found this diary book on my bed few days ago. But since I was busy with something these days, I couldn't write anything. Did she leave this book on purpose? I thought she would bring this book as well to China.

About China, what is she doing now? Is she filming something? With male casts? They must be more handsome than me. She works with so many men. Surrounded by men. Some rumors with men. And... Anyway, I could be close with her because of a man hahaha. She is a friend of my close friend, the famous leader of Kyuline; Cho Kyuhyun.

We were just texting when we couldn't be together. I didn't call her. I am worried I would disturb her. Besides, she didn't tell me she would stay for... I don't even know how many days she will stay in China. So, why I have to call her first? She should have told me at least a day before she left. She only left this on our diary.

After that, I received a text from her,

I'm heading to China, again.

I'll be missing you.

Seriously upsetting me because she just got back from there and she left me again.

Sighs.

Reading it again makes me missing her even more.

I miss you, love.

Do you miss me?

-Lee Jonghyun-