“Crap… Why does it have to be Jongy, why couldn’t Kibum come instead?!?!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I was trying to make since of it all. The only person that knows about my epic crush on Jonghyun is my best friend and she would never let it slip that I was in love with a man that I knew was off limits… Or would she?!?! No, no way. She may hint at my secret feelings but she would never just come out and say it!!!....

“What else can I do, I can’t just not show up, that would be rude. I can’t fake sick, that would be even worse, Aish!!! I’m just stuck, I have to go. But if I’m alone with Jonghyun for more than 10 minutes I start to feel dizzy. Well, that might not happen if I just remember to breathe. I mean passing out would be the lamest thing in the world. Plus I really want to see all my old friends and see how much they have truly changed.”