There are Four of Us
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Have you ever head voices speaking in your head?
Like an angel and a demon trying to get you to do and feel as they say?
Only that both are causing you harm all the same(?)...
When even your thoughts don't feel as your own,
When you own head is not safe anymore,
You realize - you have no where to hide - when it comes to your own self...
This story is mostly from Kim Dongwan's POV. It's about feelings and thoughts, wants and needs, and everything around it.
Some chapters are rated M, get yourself well prepared, or skip those chapters if you'd like it.
Trying to write my thoughts and feelings with this story, it's my first written story in AFF, I hope you'd enjoy it.
English isn't my native language, so please do correct my writing so I could learn and improve! ^^~
Feel free to comment, ask, and share your feelings! I won't bite!.. too hard~ haha ;D
P.S!~ the story isn't organized yet, it will be written slowly, when I'll have the time for it. Most of the chapters are yet to be published, and won't be published according to an organized timeline.
Foreword
Maybe if I were to find the one to love that would've loved me back, my life would not have gone to hell like that...
Or, is it just an excuse?...(sigh)...
My head, it's only a matter of time till I'll lose to those voices. I'm already losing my reason to fight them, and there goes for my will too.
Anyway, it's all this messed up because of me. It's my fault. My damn fault for being this messed up.
But it doesn't matter now.
'...'
I'm crying(?). I can't recall when I started to.
'Stop that! NOW. There's no need to cry over this now pabo-ya.. Pull yourself together!'
"It's already too late. He putted up quite a fight there, I admit, but he's already way too deep. It's about time that I'll take over this weak-pathetic self~."
'...'
'GET UP YOU FOOL! GET UP!!'
It's dark. There's only silent darkness that warps me, goes through me like waves.
This is all, so, Peaceful...
I want to stay here forever.
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