Taeyeon's POV

I'm an illegitimate child, a child from another woman and enough reason for my father's legal wife to hate me. At the age of five, I learned how to use a gun. I learned how to kill a person. I learned how to become a monster.

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Flashback

"Shoot him" my mother, my father's legal wife, said as she handed me the gun. She wants me to shoot the person tied on a chair in the middle of a white room. The person was accused as a traitor to our family.

"I-I don't want. I-I can't" I tried to refuse. I was afraid to kill a person. I don't want to kill.

"Shoot him" my mother repeated.

"N-no… I can't mother" I cried. My voice was trembling, my whole body was trembling.

"Shoot him or else I'll kill your sister" she threatened as she raised her hand holding a gun at my sister's direction.

"N-no! Please don't! I-I'll do it" as I raised the gun directed to the man's head. The man in front of me begged for his life but if I won't kill him, my mother would kill Jessica.

"Do it" my mother commanded before shooting his head. From that day on, my mother always use that method to torture me, to punish me and it caused me to build a fear to anything red. I always go back to my room trembling and scared after killing someone. I was tortured by the memories of pleads and blood of those people whom I killed.

End of flashback

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Just a short update before I go to sleep. And I think that this story will have more chapters than I thought. HAHAHAHA

Sorry if its too short. ^_^

Enjoy!