Kyuhyun sigh in frustration...he still remember what happened in the scholl today and how he's got rejected..

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'"YOU!"

Kyuhyun went to Heechul's desk and stare at Heechul's face.

"Nice to meet you again"

"Can I have your phone number?!"..Kyuhyun shocked. He close his mouth. How the hell di he said that.

'Sorry..but I'm not interested in boys especially not a boy who's looks inmature like you'. Heechul stand up and walk away after he heard the bell ringing..

Kyuhyun just stand at there in shocked. Still trying to comprehend what happened.

"Hohoho..our not so innocent and evil Kyu got rejected", Kangin .

After having his composure back, Kyuhyun just smile widely.

"Ring..Ring..'

"Yobseyo"

"Chullie..."

"..."

"Its me.."

"What do you want Hankyung?"

" You used to call me Hannie"

"Used ok..past tense"

"I'm sorry..."

"A past is a past..stop calling me again"

"I love you"

"And I don't!" Heechul hangs up. Tears falling he wipe it before Donghae or his mom and dad see it.

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i hate people who change from better to worse..
i hate people who's change after they got what they want..
i hate people who don't keep their promise..
I hate people who said they love but their action show otherwise...
I hate people who still keep doing after being reprimand of their mistake.
i know people are just human being..not perfect..
But,
to get something that you claim precious to you...
that you said you love it..
cannot you show some effort?
you cannot have love if you only said 'I love you"

Heechul read  his old diary that he used to write before..reading it make his heart twist in pain again. he promised not to cry again but the phone just now make him remember again.

Too tired..
When you said you love, why your action show otherwise...
You don't seem like the person i fall in love..
you have change and that changes make me feel lonely..make me feel tired..make me question your love..
Do you love me?
If your answer yes, why did you treat me same like others?

This entry is the beginning of his and Hankyung relationship towards something that he wished would never happens..separation..

He and Hankyung was insepaable..they are one..used to..was to but everything change slowly and slowly. he noticed the cahnges but never do anything because love make you blind. but what happened that day changed everything. his parents, his life, his love and caused him to bear with leg pain forever.

Heechul mind wandering. Suddenly Kyuhyun image pop up in his mind.

Such a funny guy..such a kid..Heechul smile weakly. He remember one event that happened when he's still small.

Heechul smile at the memories..He's only six years old that time but that event still fresh in his mind although he forgot about the kid's name.

Your bride..Hehe..funny kid...but that kid remind him of Kyuhyun..