Always love you

Description

Title: Always love you..

Pairing Hangeng/Heechul

Rating PG-13

Genre Angst

Warning Character death


Summary After Hangeng left, Heechul is not the same anymore..Yes, he
looks happy but who’s know that deep inside his heart, he is suffering

 


I have found my Mr Simple,

our love story is just like Opera,

one day he said La la la la (Be My Girl),

One day we were walkin',

suddenly there is a Storm,

and then i saw my Good Friends,

I Feels Good,

because it bring back good Memories

of him giving me Sunflower

and propose me in the White Christmas

i'm happy and u know Y?

because that day he said My love, My Kiss, My heart....

and its all such a PERFECTION...







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heechul put down his pen..He just finish writing a poem using Mr.Simple album's
song as his souce of inspiration...but the the truth is all the title songs in
Mr.Simple's album reminded him of one memory that he try so hard to forget. Up
until now, he has successfully hidden it deep inside his heart, but when he
looks at those title songs, his heart aches...






Why?














Why?










Why until now he keep disturbing my world....my life...and most important..my
HEART.


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?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????






the only answer is that






I










i










I...still love him deep in my heart..although i don't want to admit it...











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Knock! knock! Heenim! Wake up...We're late...We need to go to music bank
early!!..






I already awake!!.Heechul shout from his room.







Leeteuk open Heechul's door and saw Heechul sit on the chair.







Yah, did you not sleep at all last night?






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Heechul just ignores Leeteuk and heading straight to the bathroom...






Leeteuk glare at Heechul. Seriously, Heechul need to stop avoiding sleeping at
night. His tired face shows it all and its really worrying Leeteuk.






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During music bank behind stage, Heechul space out a lot. He really tired and eyelids
really feel so heavy. The other members are happily talking but he just freezes
during the super junior behind stage. His manger using gestures so that he will
smile, show a happy face and he did it two times for about 2 seconds. He
doesn't have strength to keep smiling longer







Heenim. Thats why i told you to sleep at night.







Heechul just close his eyes. He
does not have the mood or the energy to talk to the leader although he know
that he i making Leeteuk worry.



 


 


 



SUPER JUNIOR!!!



 



Yay, they win again
in Music Bank., Heechul tries to be as happy as he can. He play with the
flower, put it beside his ear and dancing and singing. He doesn’t want to make
s, petals and ELF worry about him.




After Music Bank end, he, Kyuhyun, Donghae and Ryewook rushing to the
Yougstreet.



 


 


Heechul tries really hard to sing 7 Years of love song. When
Kyuhyun shows thumb up to him, he just smile and laugh but deep in his heart,
his heart aches.. 7 years of love…its such a sad love story..


 



I never know u could
sang well like that Hyung..kyuhyun tries to tease Heechul.



I’ll always sang
good..i just don’t to outshine you by singing better everyday..heechul said and
smirk.



Hohoho..You are full
of yourself..



I’m universal super
star Heenim..i’ve never full of myself..its the truth…just a while ago, u also
acknowledge my talent, Kyu..



I’m not..Kyuhyun tries
to denied it..



You’re..your thumb up
prove it..



I just praise of your
struggling effort to sing better..thats all…



Suit yourself if that
will make you think you win..



I’m not denying
anything…and we are not compete..so there’s no win or lose…


Heechul just smirk and close his eyes..teasing Kyuhyun will
always be his pleasure..It will take more than 100 years for Kyuhyun to beat
him..Yes..Kyuhyun is the evil maknae..but he much older than Kyuhyun and have
more experience..They don’t call him Kim Heechul for nothing..



I’m not competing with
you and I’m not praising you..



Keep quiet Kyu..i’m
tries to get a sleep here..


Kyuhyun immediately stop his whining and just stare at him.
Usually when he whinning like that, Heechul would just smirk and said “It will
take you more than 100 years to beat me..so stop acting like a kid” and then he
will ruffle my hair..


Today, its different..Kyuhyun don’t want to disturb
Heechul…when Heechul said like that, so you must obey it or pay the consequence
of it..he is way more evil than him but also one of the kindest person Kyuhyun
ever know…. Kyuhyun just stare at Heechul’s tired and beautiful face.



I know I’m
beautiful..so stop staring at me..


Kyuhyun shocked..How the hell did Heechul know..



I’m not staring at
u..i just staring at your wrinled skin



Don’t lie to me
Kyu..it will take..



I know…more than 100
years to lbeat u right?


Heechul smirk…



No…more than 100 years
for u to be beautiful than me…..n wookie and hae..stop worrying about me..I’m
fine..just sleepy..


Ryeowook and  Donghae
stare at each other…how the hell did Heechul know..



I know because I know
both of you love me too much ok.


Ryeowook and Donghae shocked..how..how… Did some angel tell
Heechul what they have been thinking?


There’s no angel telling me anything, stop stop being
shocked and paranoid…


Hyung..stop scaring me..Donghae eyes starts to get teary..



Yah..Lee Donghae, wipe
your eyes..or others will misunderstood I’m bullying you..Fordisturbing my
precious sleep..you Wookie, cook food for me after we get home.


Ryeowook smile.. Ok
hyung..


Its so easy to figure what the boys are thinking..both of
them are so naïve, Kyuhyun too. Although he has become more little bit like
him…


After arrive at their dorm, Heechul’s eyes catch
something…familiar figure..Is his eyes showing a real thing? Or playing a
trick?




You guys go first..I follow later..and 
wookie, don’t forget my food.



 


Heechul go to direction of the thing he saw earlier to
check..his heart beat faster…what this uneasy feeling that he had but at the
same at the same time, what a happy feeling that he has in his heart…


Nothing…


 


There’s nothing there..


 


Maybe his eyes did trick him…


 


Maybe his eyes did that because they know how much he hopes
to see that person again…


 


Heechul sigh. He turn and walk away from the place to go to
the apartment…


 



Hyung..you are back..i
cooked ramen for u, for all of us…


They all eat their food. All the members gather in the
living room and they all chat happily..Lately, all of them have been gathering
in one place..meaning in his dorm, Leeteuk and the rest of the members..late at
night will they go to their dorm..they have been close than before…



Hankyung is in Korea…yesung
said


Leeteuk stare at yesung angrily before turn to face at
Heechul..All others members also stop eating and stare at his heechul..


Sometimes, yesung is really blank and unaware of his
surrounding..never ever to say Hankyung’s name in front of Heechul..Ok u can
said it, but depend on Heechul’s condition and lately, Heechulo hasn’t been
doing to good..


Heechul just keep eating and pretend nothing happened.



Hmm..what you said? I
don’t hear you.


All of them just continue eating. If Heechul wants to
pretend that he doesn’t hear it, then they will respect Heechul’s decision.



Hankyung is in
Korea…Yesung repeat. He is hooting his mv here…


Way to go Yesung…You ruin everything…



What? What? Why
everyone staring at me…Yesung still blank.



Oh really..that’s good
to hear.


That night, he cannot sleep again. Hankyung is in Korea. Did
his eyes showed the truth before. Did he really saw hankyung in the lawn.


Hechul wake up and start to change his shirt. He grabs his
car keys and his phone.


 


Inside his car, Heechul tiny fingers desperately dialling
hankyung number..He has call it million times before..after hankyung left but
never get reply. And he stop sending message or call after he realised that
hankyung don’t used the number anymore because now he is in China.


Ring..ring…


1 time..


 


 


 


2 times….


 


3 times…..


 


4..5….6..


 


 


 


20 times..


 


 


 


At last, the phone is being picked..


 



Yobseyo…



………………………………..



 



Yobseyo….



………………………..



 



Hankyung, is that
you..



I know its you..so
damn answer me..



Heechul…


Heechul keep quiet…after a long time, he finally hear that
voice again..how he really wish to hear it again..



Hannie..


 


PHANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Heechul’s car crash and turn upside down
after crash with a truck…



Heechul…..Heechulll….are
you ok? What happened ? Answer me?



…………………………….



Chullie?...Yay..answer
me….!!!!!!



1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seconds…



YaH…I’m only silence
for about 5 secconds and you already shouting?



What happened? Are you
ok?



I never know you still
worry about me…



Heechul!! Hankyung
shout.



I’m ok..just one truck
crashing with a car..i just too shocked when I saw it..



So, you really ok?



I’m fine.. I will live
more than..



I know….


Heechul keep holding the handphone tight..afraid that if he
lose it, he will never get the chance to hear or say something important to
Hankyung again.



Hannie…



Yes…



Hannie…….



Heechul…what’s wrong..



Hannie…hannie….hannie…



Heechul.are u ok..?



…………………..



Heechul?



 



I miss you…



……………………………



Hankyung keep
silent..His heart aches when he heard heechul’s said that..



Yes, he miss heechul
too but he keep it deep in his heart.


Heechul cough…His eyes start to teary as he is holding the
pain that he feels in his heart..the physical pain that he feels throughout his
body is no longer  there..Its just
disappear the moment he heart hankyung concern voice..



Hannie…



……………



Its ok if you keep
silence but please don’t hang up on me k….



I..I



 



Its ok. Don’t said
anything. Just hear me ok?


Heechul takes a deep, pain breath befor he speak again…His
mouth feels heavier and minutes by, he feels sleepier…It takes all his efforts
to stay awake and said the important thing..



I never hate you..not
even once did I blame you..



………………



I love you and will
always be…..



 



…………………Hee..



Just listen ok…



Hannie..Hannie..I really
wish to calls that name again and im glad I can calls it one more time again…



I’m so sorty chullie..



Don’t…you have made
your choice…although I’m sad that I’m not part of it, I’m happy for you. At
least, you have found your happiness….



Heechul..i’m….



Hannie…i………….



Heechul……………………..



Heechul…………………….



Heechul………………………….



I love you Hannie…



. . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . .


The phone wwent dead. Hankyung tries to calls Heechul nagain
and again and his eyes get teary. What is this uneasy feeling in his heart..he
hopes nothing bad happened…


He keeps dialling heechul’s number until he heard the
operator tells him to leave message…Heechul’s phone runs out of battery,..


 


1 hour


 


 


2 hours….


 


3 hours…..


He  keeps messaging
and leaving voice mail so that Heechul will calls him later….


Waiting is really pain you..He wonder if that what Heechul
feels to after he left him silently before…..


 


Ring..Ring..



Yobseyo..heechul..is
that you..



………………….



Heechul?



No, it me Eeteuk..



……………………………….



Where’s Heechul?



……………………………………………


Hankyung heart beat faster. Please…please don’t let anything
bad happen to Heechul..


 



Something happened a
while ago…Heechul was driving a car..a truck…..



I know, he already
told me there’s an accident happened..he saw one car and a truck crashing….



Yes…he is in that car…



……………………………………………..



You lied!!



Heechul..our Heechul
is no long..



Stop!!You lied…



He’s dead Hankyung!!



………………………………………………………………………………………


Hankyung went silent..His world starts to crumble..


No..No..Its not happening!!



He just calls me..



I know…he holding the
phone tightly when they found him….There’s some message left for you..he..he
doesn’t have the chance to deliver it…



…………………………



I’ll send it to you
now…..Bye..



…………………..



Beep..beep…One text
message received..


Heechul just stare at it..he is so afraid to open it but his
fingers move itself..



Hannie, I’m so
sorry..I love you with all…………………………..



 



 


Hankyung starts to cry really hard…Heechul..oh Heechul..He
never get the chance to say that he loves Heechul too with all his heart and
now he will never has the chance to say it………..



Hannie, I love you..


Hankyung turn when he heard that….Is his ears hear what he
heard just now…



I love you forever…



Bye


Hankyung tears starts to fall even harder..



Me too…me too my sweet, lovely Chull

Foreword

Hi..i'm new hear...hope u like this fanfic about heechul and hangeng...

if there's are few error like typo error and some missing words...do forgive me....

next time, i'll surely edit it many times before posting it..

hope all of u like it,...and PLEASE COMMENT K

Comments

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JjeKim #1
i`m crying T^T
nice story and i love it <333
tinggi22
#2
thanks..<br />
tinggi22
#3
this is my first fanfic here..too many error and shame because of it..thanks
loser220
#4
Really miss hanchul <br />
so sad <br />
but great story <br />
thz u