Burdensome Fashion

Within and Beyond

Title: Burdensome Fashion
Genre: Fluff (?)

 


 

Taehyun glanced up from the book he was reading and frowned, half irritated and half concerned. Seungyoon had been parading back and forth between their joint beds – where a mess of tops, pants and outerwear were strewn all over one side of it – and the hotel room's mirror in different outfits for a good twenty minutes now.

The leader stood in front of the full-length mirror in the wardrobe, turning this way and that, striking poses and acting all cool and chic as if he was on an actual runway. Taehyun allowed himself an amused moment to watch his silly boyfriend's private show. He didn't even need to ask to know that Seungyoon was picking out his airport fashion for the next day, when they would finally go back to Korea after having spent the last week doing a series of concerts in Japan.

When Seungyoon turned away from the mirror once again, clearly unsatisfied with what he had on and wanting to try another outfit, Taehyun decided that it was quite enough modelling for one night.

"Seungyoon-ah, are you almost done over there? You're really distracting me." Taehyun said. There was no bite in his words, but rather a hint of weariness and amusement.

"Huh? But I wasn't even making any noise…?" The said boy halted, midway to the bed, looking genuinely puzzled. It was quite cute actually; him looking even more like a puppy than usual with those wide, confused eyes.

"Your pacing is driving me crazy; I can't read properly with you walking in and out of my vision every two seconds." Taehyun raised the still-open book in his lap for emphasis, and the expression on Seungyoon's face turned into a pout upon hearing that.

"Have you already decided what to wear for tomorrow?" Seungyoon took off the leather jacket he was wearing and tossed it atop the rest of the clothes already on the bed.

"Not really, but I'll just wear whatever." Taehyun said dismissively, turning his attention back to the book. It was one of those days when he honestly could not bring himself to be bothered with airport fashion. He'll just wear whatever comes to sight first in the morning that isn't pajamas.

However, Taehyun found himself unable to focus on the text, reading the same line over and over but still not processing what the words meant. Seungyoon was now lying on his stomach in front of him, watching him intently, and it bugged the hell out of him.

"Wae?" Taehyun lowered the book and raised his eyebrows in question.

"Help me pick, please~?" Seungyoon asked, voice high-pitched and full of aegyo. He was showing that annoyingly adorable face he always does for fanservice, with his eyes squeezed shut and a smile so wide it looked like his lips might rip in half.

It was cute, but it would take a lot more than that to move Nam Taehyun.

"No." Taehyun said simply, watching as Seungyoon's eyes shot right open with a scandalized look on his face, as if he couldn’t quite believe that his own boyfriend had just refused to help him.

"Our styles are too different, Seungyoon-ah. You're probably not gonna like what I pick out and vice versa, you know that." Taehyun marked the page he was at and put the book down by the nightstand, having given up on getting any reading done by now.

"Ugh just help me~!" Seungyoon whined as he crawled closer to the maknae. "I'm not going to bed until I've got something picked out, and do you not want to sleep, hmm? Do you not want to cuddle, Taehyunie? Do you? Do you??"

Seungyoon kept advancing with each sentence, closer and closer until his nose was nuzzling all over Taehyun's face, making him giggle uncontrollably because he was ticklish as heck.

"S-stop! Okay, okay! I'll help you!" Taehyun finally surrendered, slightly out of breath from all the laughing and Seungyoon stopped in his assault immediately, although still not moving away from his face. He stared at Taehyun with a -eating grin, knowing that he'd won this time.

"Aish, what am I gonna do with you..." Taehyun pecked Seungyoon's lips quickly and pushed him off lightly.

When it comes to Kang Seungyoon... maybe it doesn't take that much to move Nam Taehyun after all.

 

The next half hour was spent with Taehyun putting together an outfit only for Seungyoon to take them apart, just as the younger had predicted would happen. Seungyoon changed into outfit after outfit, tweaking parts of it that he didn't particularly like, which would result in a no-go from Taehyun.

"Why do you wear those pants so much? They're too plain."

"I like these pants!"

"This outfit would be great if you paired it with the other jacket instead of this."

"But that doesn't go with my fedora..."

Taehyun resisted the urge to roll his eyes every time they hit a dead end, and he wondered why he even agreed to this in the first place when he knew this was exactly how things would turn out.

It's not that he thought Seungyoon had a terrible fashion sense or anything like that. It's just that the two of them happened to have a fundamentally different definition for what's stylish. You could say that while Taehyun aimed to dress simple and classy, Seungyoon had a rather unique eye for fashion and a tendency to overdo it. When that happens, it was just... nope.

There were, obviously, other times when Taehyun thought Seungyoon’s dressing was on point as heck and had to stop himself from staring too blatantly.

"Ah, I give up! I'll just wear whatever too!" Seungyoon pushed the clothes off the bed and they landed messily into his luggage that was open on the floor. He flopped face-first onto the bed where the clothes had been and let out a muffled cry of frustration.

Taehyun, whose patience had also been wearing thin from repeatedly hitting walls, softened upon seeing Seungyoon like this. He scooted closer and started tugging on the older's arm.

"Seungyoon-ah..? Seungyoonie~"

When there was no reaction, Taehyun pulled with more force and Seungyoon's body, being so light, was dragged along the sheets to the maknae's side.

"Aigoo... you baby, come over here." Taehyun managed to flip Seungyoon's body back around, only to find his full lips locked in a pout. The younger could not bite back the chuckle that escaped his own then.

"You think I'm silly." Seungyoon deadpanned, looking up at him.

"You are silly~ It's not a big deal, Seungyoonie. Just go with the one you like best in that bunch. As long as you're happy, it doesn't really matter what I, or other people think, right?" Taehyun said as he Seungyoon’s fluffy hair. It was thin and so soft when free of products, and Taehyun loved to run his fingers through it.

Seungyoon made a face. "Of course it does. It's been quite some time since we're going back and I just want to look good, you know?"

"I know, and it'll be fine. Come on, let's go to sleep now. We'll figure it out in the morning okay?" Taehyun pinched Seungyoon's cheeks lightly and flipped the lights off once the older was done changing out of his clothes.

Taehyun lowered himself next to Seungyoon on the bed, shifting until he was snug against the older's side, and then threw an arm around his middle.

"I'll still love you even if you're going to walk around in a garbage bag tomorrow, so don't stress over it." Taehyun said softly, smiling against the leader's bare skin.

"You're silly, Nam Taehyun." Seungyoon laughed, but leaned over to kiss him anyway.

 

Seungyoon was usually the first one to wake up on days when they have a flight to catch. This morning however, when he groggily opened his eyes, he found Taehyun already sitting on the edge of the bed, fresh out of the shower and toweling his hair dry.

"Taehyunie…?" He mumbled as he sat up slowly, still disoriented from sleep.

"You’re up." Taehyun turned to him with a smile upon hearing his name, leaving the towel by the side of the bed. The maknae climbed into Seungyoon's lap, who welcomed him right into his arms.

"Did you sleep well?" Taehyun asked, half lying in Seungyoon's embrace. He could feel the older's chin resting atop his head, and the rise and fall of his chest with each breath.

He was more than contented to stay this way, surrounded by Seungyoon's warmth and his comforting scent, but they have a plane to catch. So he reached up to tickle along the leader's jawline when he got no answer.

"Are you falling asleep on me, Seungyoon-ah?"

"Hmm…? Hmm…" Seungyoon hummed unintelligibly. There was another moment of silence, and Taehyun was about to tickle him again when Seungyoon dropped his head onto the younger's shoulder and tightened his arms that were around him.

"I'm up, I'm awake."

"Good. Go get ready now. I'll wake the hyungs up and come back for you, okay?" Taehyun gently disentangled himself from Seungyoon's arms and made for the door.

Ah…! It suddenly occurred to Seungyoon that he had yet to pick out what to wear and on top of that, there was that mess of clothes from the night before to tidy up. Now that Taehyun wasn't even around to help, his mind was drawing a blank.

Seungyoon was getting up when he noticed the set of clothes lain out on the other side of the bed. His clothes, to be exact, but it wasn't one of the combinations of what he'd tried on last night. Taehyun must have picked it out for him earlier; plain black jeans, a simple white graphic tee, and a brown leather jacket which didn't belong to him. He decided that he liked the entire ensemble, even though it was more basic than he would have liked, but it really wasn't like he wanted to go through another round of choosing.

Seungyoon came out of the shower to see Taehyun sitting in front of his luggage – in which all his clothes from last night were already neatly folded and packed – with a tan coat resting on his thigh.

"You look nice." Taehyun commented with a satisfied smile, running his eyes over Seungyoon approvingly, clearly happy with his work.

"Yeah…" Seungyoon looked down a bit unsurely at the clothes he had on, and then pointed to the jacket that he'd left on the bed to put on later. "I didn't try this on last night though…"

"It's mine. I thought it'd go well with the set." It was only when Taehyun stood up to put on the tan coat that Seungyoon realized it was his Saint Laurent trench coat the younger had on.

"Simple is a nice style on you. Honestly, with your body proportions, you look even hotter in simple clothes." Taehyun continued.

"Why are you wearing my coat? Didn't you say our styles are too different?" Flustered, Seungyoon tried to change the subject. He didn't miss that glint in Taehyun's eyes when he was complimenting him, but they have a plane to catch and… maybe later.

"They are, but you got to admit I look good in this." Taehyun shrugged, saying matter-of-factly.

"You brat." Seungyoon rolled his eyes playfully at Taehyun's confidence, a fond smile tugging at his lips. He walked over to the younger and started to fix the collar of his coat. He liked how Taehyun looked in it, alright.

"Thank you." Seungyoon said. He reached up to tuck Taehyun's hair behind his ears, regarding him with loving eyes.

"My help does not come for free you know, Leader Kang." Taehyun chuckled at the look of surprise on Seungyoon's face.

"Wha–"

Taehyun only tapped his lips with a cheeky smile.

 

"Kiss me."

 


 

A.N.: This is for my girl Gaia, sorry it's way overdue! Inspired by Taehyun commenting about Seungyoon's fashion sense in their interview for K-Boy Paradise; something like it's burdensome the way Seungyoon thinks he dresses well, but "as long as he's happy" LOL. This didn't really come out the way I wanted it to, and I think I had no idea what I was writing anymore halfway through so ;; 

Here's what Yoon wore on the day Taehyun wore his Saint Laurent coat, and here we have them in one frame :) 

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jjcrossject #1
Chapter 4: oh my GOD this completely captures their dynamic and it's so painfully real but also so beautiful - like it could have me believing that one day they'll find their way back to each other again ;;
kmrxxn
#2
Chapter 4: this is so emotionally beautiful ;; (thanks gaia and the kangnam tumblr account that i got to read this thank you too authornim) <3
viole261 #3
Chapter 4: You always wrote simple but beautiful before..but this one is gorgeous and great as well !!! sweet and so much deep emotions involved..love it..we saw Yoonie thru taehyun's eyes..and all understanding without words are the beautiful of KangNam bonds...thank u Xin..thanks for this lovely story...keep up write Kangnam story pls...
Eiryia
#4
Chapter 4: I can't believe I'm writing my first comment on AFF on a kangnam fic, I don't even ship them (or I didn't..). I see from your other comments that I am in good company. Gaia of course was the one who made me aware of your writing.

My favourite part from all the chapters are "But that doesn't go with my fedora..." the realest line of them all. You write so very well it makes my own writing look like something a 14 year old facerolled onto a document. I rarely finish reading any fics because I don't find them beliveable. You however manage to tie in well known (to incles anyway) facts, and you do it so well. You manage to describe feelings, suroundings and situations in such a way that I as a reader feel their pain (and joy) and I almost threw my phone a few times while reading just because ;_;

Now, I am a huge fan of Winner and Seungyoon. I think we see him very similar even if our stories are very different. You obviously write him much better, but it's nice to see someone try to interpret him in such a caring and respectful way. So I just want to say thanks and I hope you keep writing!
kokky92 #5
Chapter 4: and how you wrote about Seungyoon through Taehyun's eyes, it was so important and so much (like him always giving so much, being perfect but also human, etc). I just loved the characterization and how you wrote them, their bond, their love, everything... there are so many things in every scene and I'm just gonna treasure this fic a lot.
Even if the end is bittersweet, it's so good and so realistic... you just ;__; you did so well. I'm proud <3
purple_winter #6
Chapter 4: 4. I read this in the morning after I woke up and I really wanted to comment since then but it took me like 16 hours to do that. Why? Because you broke my heart with this but not it a bad way.

You described so beautifully how they had fallen in love, first Seungyoon, then Taehyun and how they were almost there, almost...they just needed to say it out loud.

And you know what breaks my heart even more? I as a huge kangnam shipper, I know that if this ship would ever be even a tinny bit real probably that's what would happen, because the world would not accept it and it would destroy them even living in the dark. And all that makes me doubt what am I doing here and why am I even daring to fantasize/write about something what would break down these two precious sunshine balls that shower my life with so much joy. This is what makes this piece great, the power that your words convey, it hurts and heals in the same time.

Please keep writing and feed our hungry kangnam hearts. The drought is heavy these days and we are so deprived. Thanks :)
kokky92 #7
Chapter 4: This is so beautiful. ;___; i'm a bunch of feels atm and I don't have the strenght to reread it to comment better, so just bear with me.
I seriously loved the first part so much, it's so Seungyoon to go and check s and see if they're ok - and Taehyun is always the last one, because he has always so much to say. Overall it was so delicate and soft, the way you described eveything, but the feels even echoed more this way, piercing the reader - the way Seungyoon goes to him at night and tells him his heart (it's too much for my poor heart), and how he's concerned about Taehyun this specific night... the moment they share together, it's everything. I could feel the love Seungyoon has for his maknae and it hurts so much but in a good way. There is so much behind every movement and word, as there is so much deep down in his heart.
And then... then you let us see what Taehyun feels and there it is, the same feeling. And you kill us all because there is so much going on between them and this is not just a momentary feel, but something that slowly grew up from a long time ago and just keeps growing and living inside him and them. I loved how you just wrote about moments we know as fans and put in there emotions and their thoughts. I just loved everything, from Taehyun finding an idol and light in Seungyoon, to them sharing those special moments together, like after they win; there is just so much love and understanding and just... a bond that it's so evident for the whole fic and it hurts so well - even when I ended reading and it was done, I could feel the emotion still in me.
I know this is messy but random other things: the way you described them ;; Taehyun and his weakness and the way Seungyoon fears he'll curl up and hide his true self after all the hurting... Taehyun and the way he just seek comfort in him and love him oh so much, but respect his choice and follows; how he's happy to just have him, to be together in their path ...
shiningpoop
#8
Chapter 4: i was reading this chap in the midst of cold night clenching on invisible duvet because my blanket is still in laundry and my eyes who cant hide away any tear to fall because this is so painfully beautiful.
I love the way you explained how were they feeling to each other, how were they slowly yet sure developing mutual emotion, and how at the end they both knew things had to be covered but none would get wasted, none of them were trying to give up from the very core of their heart. I love the way you unleashed Taehyun's fragile side as well and eventually only Seungyoon with his manly and wiseful traits throve to bring some peace to Tae.
This chap might be not a fluff but sure this one is the sweetest. Theres a pit in my heart rn all bc these excessive amounts of emotion you managet to show in every word of this fic ;u;

Thank you so much! Waitin for upcoming oneshot/ fics coming from you!
nxmdxvx #9
Chapter 3: Hello :) I know your fic from Gaia. She mentioned about this fic at timeline, I asked about your writings, then she recommended this (should thank her for recommending me this). This is beautiful, fluffy story! The term 'boyfriend' makes me comfortable and content. Warms and lovely. Can I pick my favorite part? "Seungyoon kept advancing with each sentence, closer and closer until his nose was nuzzling all over Taehyun's face, making him giggle uncontrollably because he was ticklish as heck." and Gaia is right, this is so couple-ish and thank you for putting it there. <3 I'll be waiting for the next chapter. Fighting!