My hair covered by a beanie, eyes shielded by sunglasses and body covered up in cheap clothes. Nobody would be able to recognize me, right now.

She pulled me from one shop to another. She pretty much just wanted someone to accompany her around the shopping district. Why me?

Junsu would've been a better company. 

"I'm really sorry for bothering you like this, Yoochun-sshi." Yoonji spoke as she sat across me, handing me a cup of milkshake.

I took a sip of the drink and spoke, "it's nothing... Why me, anyway?"

She began fiddling with her fingers again. Her eyes going from me to the drink she was holding and back to me.

"You see... it's coz..." she stuttered.

What is she gonna say?

"It's about Jaejoong." she blurted.

Not him again. "What about him?" i asked.

"I just feel like... I'm not enough for him. He's always taking care of me and watching out for me. I want to be the same with him. I want you to teach me-"

"You're doing enough." my words felt a little cold.

"But Yoochun-sshi, i want to be better."

"If you change anything, he might not want it at all."

"I'm not asking for you to change me... just improve."

My heart was breaking even more.

She brought me out, made me happy just to ruin the day with more of Jaejoong.

"don't you remember what he said before, about the girl he wants?"

"what?"

"He wants a girl who wouldn't change from the moment they meet"

I stood up and left her there.

I didn't care about anything. I just left. 

It was getting late and I still continued to drive around town. Not caring if my red Ferrari was recognized by the people I passed.

My phone began to ring. I didn't answer it.

It stopped but then rang again. It got really annoying so I parked the car on the side and answered the phone.

"Hello..." my voice nonchalant.

"Hyung!" Junsu's voice answered.

"What?"

"Are you still with Yoonji?"

"No."

"What?!"

"Why?"

"Hyung!!!! She's missing!!!! Jaejoong-hyung came back and he couldn't reach herrrr!!!!"

"Will you calm down Junsu? I'll go look for her."

"O-okay."

"Bye."

My heart started pounding. If anything happens to her... AISH.

Why did I let my feelings control me?

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