Hyo Sung and I were like peanut butter and Jelly.

She was my end to my beginning and I honestly really did love her.

When we were in pre-school, I always followed her around and did whatever she did.

If she bought a cute hello kitty backpack, I would do the same.

We were basically the same person due to the fact that I had all the stuff she had.

She liked it too. She told me that I reminded her of her dead younger sister.

I guess I had no feeing against it but to feel happier toward her because she felt that I was her sister.

Up until 6th grade, we've never had an argument.

Well the argument in 6th grade doesnt even count because we just debated if cats were better or dogs.

Well the best friends affection thing still continued until 9th grade.

She started to change.

She got really creepy.

She kept talking about the dead.

She said stuff like, "If I die my spirit will come and kill you."

It really freaked me out and sometimes I wondered if she was mentally ill.

After the incident where she almost ripped my head off was my mom's last straw.

She banned me from meeting Hyo Sung.

I regret it, but I felt happy. 

 I had an excuse to get away from her and her creepiness.

She got bullied after the first 3 months of school.

I couldn't defend her.

I knew I would easily become a target.

I laughed with the group.

Pointed at her, laughed at her, mocked her.

Yet she still called me her younger sister.

She did that, always.

She never called me by my name... I don't even know if she knows my name.

She always called me 'My Younger Sister', I always called her 'eonni'. 

I went to apologize after bystanding for a couple of weeks.

I held a bag of ointment and some instant tea.

It was raining that day and she was in front of the school, sitting by the steps. 

I apologized that day and tended all of her scars.

The ones that hurt her mentally and the ones that hurt her physically.

We were fine after that.

We went to school together after that day.

It was quite shocking how she changed 360 degrees after that one day.

It made me question if I should've helped her sooner.

She wore a dress to school that day and was as social as ever.

She smiled from ear to ear and seemed to have put on a light amount of makeup.

She talked to boys again and tried to make friends with the girls.

It was truly a confusing but amazing sight.

That day, she ran to me, excitedly.

"MY UNCLE IS COMING TODAY!!"

I clapped my hands.

"Can you come with me? I haven't ever seen him."

Although my mom banded me from seeing her, I still went.

Was this change permanent?

I was very happy that my Hyo Sung was back.

We were at Incheon together, picking up her uncle from the airport.

We were holding hands telling each other jokes.

She was telling me this joke and then all of a sudden her head turned very quickly toward me.

"You, you will be the death of me. I have to stop my death."

She gripped my neck, tighter and tighter.

It suddenly got hard to breathe.

I shoved her away, making her lose grip on me.

I smiled, "Hyo Sung I'm still here for you."

She ran to me, quicker than a bullet.

But before she can touch me, a bullet went right through her.

"Sister~ please save me~ why am I hit with a bullet?" she asked me.

I was confused, she has changed again...

"COME HERE!! I TELL YOU!! YOU ARE THE DEATH OF ME! I SAID TO SAVE ME!"

I quickly ran from the airport.

I could've saved her but  before I can turn back, heard another bullet hit her.

It was because of my selfishness and cowardness that I couldn't save her.

After that day, she was gone.

I guess we were best friends cause we were the death of each other.