I came across a song while I was about to write this chapter.I think the lyrics on this song aptly describes Rainie's feelings.

AWAKE by Josh Groban

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside began to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

And i know that only time will tell us how
To carry on without each other
So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way

We can't stay like this forever
But I can you next to me today
If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change
If we could just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same

And I know that only time will tell me how
We'll carry on without each other
So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way

We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today
We'll let tomorrow wait
You're here right now with me
All my fears just fall away when you are all I see
We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here today.

Rainie got up and sat at the side of the bed.She stared at5 Jiro's sleeping figure.She have a hard time battling between seeing Jiro tonight or not.But her feeling got the better of her.This is their last night together.tomorrow she will be gone out of his life maybe forever.

Tears starting to fall with the thought of not seeing Jiro forever.Not being by his side,not seeing his smiles,and being able to feel his touches and kisses.She lay back in bed still facing him and put his hand on her bulging stomach,where there is life breathing in there.

"There it is Baby,your Dad's hand,feel it for the last time and remember it." as Rainie's tears started falling.She touched his face and started tracing his face,his eyes,nose,lips that she love so much ,and kissed his lips.

Jiro stirred from his sleep and saw Rainie staring at him."Hey that is not fair,you are looking at me ,at my worst state." Jiro said and laugh.

"You still looked good and cute even when you are sleeping with your mouth wide open and drooling." Rainie replied with a forced smile.

"Hey,I don't do that,Do I?" he asked looking concern.

"Yes,you do." Rainie said"But i still love you no matter what." as she planted a kiss on his lips again.

"We have to go." Rainie said."My Mom didn't know that i went out last night."

They dress up and left the place.Rainie looked and stared at the place for the last time,as she want to remember their last time together.

Rainie gave Jiro a peck and then she was gone."Goodbye Jiro.I will always love you foreever."

Two days after Jiro received a letter from Rainie.jiro smiled when he got hold of the letter.he has been trying to call her but he got no response.even their house is not saying anything where she went.

"Crazy girl,not answering my phone call and now writing me a love letter." Jiro thought.

he opened the letter and read it's content,but it seems whatever is on the letter is not reaching his brain.He read and reread the letter for enth times before it make any sense.Suddenly the tears started coming even without knowing.

The letter read...

Dear Jiro,

By the time you got hold of this letter,I will be in America.My parents wants me to further my studies.I am sorry,I did not say goodbye for I know both of us will hate
the drama and I will end up guilty and not wanting to go.I think it is better this way.

Today I am giving back your freedom and I will have mine,hopefully you will find somebody that will make you happy.

I will always treasure our moments together.Take care of yourself and remember that I always love you.Good luck in medical school

Love,
Rainie