You build me, You destroy me

The Chains of Society
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AllKPop - Agencies releases statement.

 

 

 

 

“Are you leaving me?”

 

 He was. He is. He knew he is…but he didn’t want to hear him say it. He didn’t want him to say it from his mouth…lips that had kissed him passionately a thousand times in the almost 14 months that they had been together, to utter those words. Lips that belonged to the man who gave him more happiness than anyone else in this world, the man who let him experience love.

 

Love that he thought he never would have.

 

And now that he had it, he did not want to let go of it…of him.

 

No. Never.

 

“Are you saying you don’t want this anymore? That you don’t want me anymore?”

 

He couldn’t help asking. Voice breaking, shaking, yet still asking. He couldn’t help it, desperately wanting him to deny it, to say that he would never leave him, that he would always want him.

 

Wasn’t he the one who always said that they would be together forever? Was this the end of his forever? Was this the end?

 

“Can’t we…cant we face them together? Can’t we fight through this?” How desperately he wanted those hands that hung limply by his side to hold him, hug him and take away his insecurities and the quiet lips to say that it wasn’t  true. That his greatest fears would not be realized.

 

“Are you saying you don’t love me anymore?”

 

He didn’t want to hear the answer to that…but then again he did. But he then he was afraid…so so afraid. He didn’t know what he would do if he said that he didn’t, that his feelings were just mere infatuation, that it was perhaps lust. He didn’t want to hear it. He didn’t

 

…but he couldn’t help asking all the same.

 

“Do you not love me…” a whisper because he was breaking down, he was crumbling inside, fighting to stand, fighting to stay strong.

 

“Try to understand-”

 

“We can get through this. We can if we try! Please don’t give up on me! Don’t give up on us.”

 

 

“We are in Korea. Do you think they would welcome gay celebrities? Do you think that they will let us be? Do you think that we will be able to live our lives normally?” He asked back, his voi

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ReadRealize #1
I can’t believe I just found this
Kerupu_sama #2
Chapter 6: I can't help but think that their case really happened in real life. This kind of fanfic broaden my horizon, makes me see further than the wall that the society set. Some would say that i've been brainwashed by the internet, thinking LGBT was not wrong. But I am grateful I found this fanfiction world lol. Like you said, "A loss of a beautiful life just to fulfil the society laws" (sorry if I got the words wrong. I just wrote by memory). It's really sad that a beautiful feeling like love would be the cause of the loss of a beautiful soul. Though I understand the reason people dislike homoual, I despise (like really despise) when they said (or do) hateful things towards them (homouals). I'm sorry, I was rambling. I'm just upset after reading your fic (not in a bad way). I've read this fic for more than 5 times I think haha. Sometimes I just read the last two chapter (yes, I'm a masochist that way). This, so far, is one of three fics that will stuck in my head for weeks after I read it (and I have read it more than 5 times XD). Anyway, thank you thank you thank you for this beautiful story. I wish I can do more to appreciate this masterpiece, but all I can do is comment and upvote (and read it again in the future hah).
EunHyukkie123 #3
I did't read it yet but i read the comments and i think this story had a sad endding so i can't read i love my heart so i can't hehe
Thanks for hard working and for all your stories
KiwiPrincess #4
Chapter 6: My heart hurt so much TT_TT
lovingkyuhyuk #5
Chapter 6: I re-read this fic because I felt that I would be able to feel it more....and now I kinda regret it because damn it woman this is just so heartbreakingly sad. I hate how Kyuhyun made Hyukjae feel. I hate how everything was blown out of proportion and how Lee Mijee girl was a complete . I hate how Kyuhyun had to have some sense knocked into him only with such drastic measures. B

But your words....really you have a gift. I wish you would write something long and multi chaptered like a novel but I know you really don't have the time. I hope that one day you become a professional writer (haha) I would definitely buy your books ^^

Thank you authornim.
hyukstar #6
Chapter 6: You know how like at the end of a story you feel a little remorseful? Well I'm feeling like that right now. I cant believe this is over...even know you and kittymosy did say over and over again that this was a short fic and nothing else was to be expected....yet still....I feel like I don't want this to end.

You guys made an awesome fic out of that prompt. It was perfect. You two are perfect! Thank you for collaborating together. You two are an awesome team! I look forward to whatever else you guys decide to do together!
anayuli #7
Chapter 6: this is so sad...TT.TT

Thanks for sharing this story....
anayuli #8
Chapter 6: this is so sad...TT.TT

Thanks for sharing this story....
TaiShanNiangNiang #9
Chapter 6: Aw, I had a lump in my throat that last chapter (I won't cry, I won't cry, I won't cry...)
Hope you'll both be collaborating again soon!
imKYUbiased #10
Chapter 6: This is so beautiful, but sad..
Hyukjae died.. Kyuhyun suffering in pain.. TT_TT
You and kittymosy did a great job on both stories..
make more please? hehe :p

Thank you for making this..
will wait for your new story or updates..
hwaiting always! ^^
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