Six
Black — Never Trust Anyone
Soojin's P.O.V
damn mom had been everywhere lol not exactly but okay, HAHA! ok this is getting weird anyways, wut!! WHO IS THIS HE?! damn i gotta find out.
{ 5.08.14 }
yes before i said that i went with a friend, well guess what? THEY LEFT ME! D: . idk where they went and guess what? all of them are boys! ty men. i'm gonna tell you who they are!
1. Kris Wu: The perfectionist little
2. Do Kyungsoo: cutie (srsly he is cute)
3. Oh Sehun: another cutie
4. Kim Jongin: God (never had with him but, everyone tell him that)
5. KIM ING JONGDAE: An . He is like a total i gotta tell ya, he make me suffer over my 17 years, URGH. He's like a brother to me but still, he pranks me with NO ING reason.
and my enemy is-
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i was about to read who is mom's enemy suddenly dad called "Soojin!! I'm home!! Where are you?"
i quickly take mom's diary and run to my room put her book under my pillow, then scream "Yeah dad! Coming!" i go downstair after i scream.
"hi there sweetie" dad kissed my forehead
"hi daddy" he smiled
"let's go out for dinner today, i'm not cooking... i'm tired.. is that okay?" Soojin nod
"it's okay dad.. i understand.."
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"so what do you think about today's dinner?"
"it's good.. since when you knew this restaurant?" dad smile weakly
"when i propose your mother." i looked at him and smile weakly too, the situation is so awkward now.. so i decided to turn on the radio.Eyes Nose Lips (Tablo x Taeyang) are on
'you left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me
funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me
how i’ve been
you’re the victor in this pageantry
but the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe
i’d rather we be dead to each other
no eulogies said for each other
no “rest in peace”s
the memories got my chest in pieces
i’m praying that your eyes are the first to go
the way they looked when you smiled
the way they opened and closed
and your nose, every single breath against my neck
and then your lips, every empty promise made and said
please fade, fade to black
please fade, fade to black
but the nightmares come back
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
forget a promenade, let’s juggernaut,
down memory lane, leave no thought alive
to the slaughter house, i’m taking my pain
time to sever my brain from my heart and soul
my knees are burning hot, but God is cold
I’ve been told, one day you’ll know
too much of heaven’s a sin
after the show, it’s only hell that it brings
so take it slow and let time heal everything
they say that time flies, but you keep breaking its wings
you’ll never fade, fade to black
please fade, fade to black
but the nightmares come back
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
you wish me well
you wish me well
i wish you hell
i never want to look into your eyes again
no, i never want to hear you breathe again
let me go, let me go
baby, tell me that it’s the end
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
the tears drive me out of my mind
because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
your kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
crying, crying
fade out'
After the music finished, we arrive at our home. As i see from the corner of my eyes, i saw my dad is crying. His tears are flowing to his cheeks then his chins, i can't hold it anymore so i decided to look at him, he doesn't even glance at me. He sob quietly. I don't really understand why he cried, it's just a sad song, even though the song really hits the bottom of people's heart and the songs really hurts. But i still don't understand why he's crying.
"Dad.. you okay?" what the hell, why should i asked that!? that words just came out, .
He gulped and looked at me with sorrow and sadness in his eyes “i-i-I’m okay.. can you get in the house now? I need some time alone..”
I nodded, i begin to open the car’s door and walk in to the house, as i walk in the house I felt something touching my wrist I turn around I see dad is touching it, I look at him in confusion and he look at me with horror in his face, as he began to said
“you ! You came back! OH GOSH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS!” I look at him with widen eyes
“D-dad? What’s going on here?” as I begin to stutter, suddenly dad hugged me, HE ING HUGGED ME!?!? WTF?!?!
“DAD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?” I scream, he whisper “since you are here.. why don’t we enjoy our night?” I as his daughter am very shocked, CAUSE. First, he’s my dad. Second, he’s my dad. AND THIRD, well yeah, I am basically HIS DAUGHTER! I shook the thought on having you know, DON’T NEED EXPLAINING I KNOW WHAT I MEANT BY THAT OK.
Anyways, I punch his gut and run to my bedroom, as I begin to lock it and I heard dad screaming
“honey~ come back~”
“c’mon honey~ I need you”
“awh! You’re such a meanie!”
“I still hate the fact you are punching me in the gut though!”
“honey? You mad?”
“fine, I’m leaving”
I am shocked ok. That did not just happen (A/N: yeah, it just did hon, deal with it XD) I didn’t cry or some like that, I just lay on my bed and continue my reading.
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