First and Final

Secret Angel

♫ Love is sweet - Super Junior M ♫ 

 

 

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If I had to leave, I would leave my heart with you.

 

The rain crashes mercilessly on the window panes outside the emergency unit, gloomy clouds loomed over the steel grey sky, an exact enactment of her heart. A storm was brewing; it rained down a thousand of penetrating bullets through her frail self, the winds rummages like a cyclone that tore her soul into lifeless fragments… Her heart was a ticking time bomb, the anxiety and suspense all set to kill, but it never seems to ignite.

 

“He received huge impact on his rib cage and his heart will be losing its function.”

 

 

“He’s not going to survive.”

 

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Sing; sing with every beat of your heart, with every living molecule in your body just as you know I will be in heaven singing in your harmony.

 

Every single movement he made was about to shatter his body into bits; it ached his bones, pierced his muscles and was indescribable, but could never compare to the pain the old man felt by his bedside. With tender gazes, the old man smiles bitterly at his child who has awoken. Tears were looping the rims of his dead eyes that were screaming for help. He holds up the pair of soft-feeling hands on the patient bed and gently slips in a silver locket chain which seemed to stir a strange, warm and fuzzy feeling in his heart.  “I’m alive, father...” He clutches his beating heart in realisation that he survived the freak car crash. The tensed expression softens a little behind the old man’s facade as he grips those hands tighter.

 

“She saved you…

She protected your life of a human, your dreams of a singer, and your love of a lifetime.”

 

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I’m truly sorry for not fulfilling our promise to be together forever, this would be the last I can give for our love.

 

 

A single tear falls on the surgery table as she glances at the motionless figure beside her. She squinted, with her vision slightly enhanced in the dimly lit surgery room. She urged to see his flawless features just once more before she leaves her love forever. Her decision albeit, was never regretful. She could give up anything for a man like this; him who cackles heartily like a kid in sweet youth, him who captures every heart of every audience with touching serenades and him who cherished their love in genuine. “The operation will now begin.” Those were the last words that chimed in her ears before bright lights shone blindingly in her eyes while she shuts them and muttered her last...

 

 

Take care of my heart and our love.”

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Smile, because your smile will gleam like a ray and I’ll see it in heaven.

 

 

Did you learn about why? Why he had the look of utmost sincerity akin to making a wish or casting a magic spell with the microphone in his hands? Why he irrepressibly breaks into tears when it wrenches his heart but switches it up with a smile by the end of the song? It was her. He ever wished that she would return, he ever cried that she left and he ever smiles simply because of her – like how she would want him to live on with smiles and hence he pledges to smile with every tear he drops. And when the melodies end, he would always whisper something so soft but yet so magical only she in heaven could hear...

 

“I love you.”

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kagaki #1
This was sad ;___;
mainy7
#2
such a beautiful and touching story:') keep writing awesome fanfics...fighting!!!~
HelloKittyJenJenx3
#3
Are you kidding me? You think I write fics well? I'm your dongsaeng, don't be ridiculous x3 <br />
Yours are wayy better than mine >:O And I was like.. on the verge of crying after reading this q.q It's so heartbreaking, sad, yet ... I want more q.q
xXMaurix #4
>>^^<< Unnie! I'm here always to Supprt you all the way up!!!
xXMaurix #5
Haii Unnie!!!! T.T such a touching story! I love it! Please Continue all your best! ^.< You have a future!
maui_maui #6
o.O This is your first time writing angst?!??!?!??!???? <br />
Are you lying to me?! <br />
I couldn't even . . . you're effing amazing! Don't be modest ma dear. Be very damn proud! <br />
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The last sentence, *whistles* just WOW!!!!
bellee
#7
UNNI! THAT WAS AWESOMEE!<br />
Like seriously, omg. i can't even think of words to describe it!<br />
The first paragraph is like WOAHHH<br />
and all the following paragraphs like WOOAHHHH!<br />
and then by the time i finish im like WOOOAAAAAAHHHHHHHH O.O<br />
Omg idk how much times i've read this/gonna read this<br />
Its so sad )': but so inspirational!<br />
You should write oneshots more often! <br />
You're english is wayy better than mine<br />
Like omg, AWESOME!<br />
So unni, mind telling the secret to your awesome stories? ;)
allyvee
#8
OMG UNNIE!<br />
DAEBAK! Moreeeeeee~ that was . . Wooaah <br />
Like all those adjectives and like . . PWOAAAH SERIOUSLY!<br />
I totally loved the ' Sing; sing with every beat of your heart, with every living molecule in your body just as you know I will be in heaven singing in your harmony. ' <br />
It totally hits me! Like BAM ! I love singing and thats probably why . . <br />
Woaah unnie is seriously Daebak . . <br />
Is this the behind the scenes of his car crash ? <br />
Woaah unnie . . Sooo omg . . U SHOULD WRITE A BOOK<br />
NEXT JK ROWLING ! <br />
Unnie, *tear* <br />
How do you write sooo good!?<br />