Day 4

          The sun was shining blindly and triumphantly after the yesterdays’ war with the rain. My classes at college start at twelve pm. I’m preparing myself to meet Jongin at the same café. Yesterday he seemed very pleased and he even told me that he can’t wait to meet again today. And I was as pleased as him.

            It’s already ten am and I arrived at the café. I was hoping that he won’t be late. Not because I don’t like waiting, but I really wanted to see his smile again. Some minutes passed and he still hadn’t arrived. Even if I wasn’t staring like a freak at the door, I was still jerking at the sound of it opening. After another couple of minutes I got myself a juice, but this time a Sprite.

            I was sitting at the table that we sat yesterday and began to look at the wall clock. It was already eleven am. I started to worry and become sad thinking that he probably forgot about me.

            In a late, I left the café at twelve without quarter and took the bus to college.

            The bell just rang and teach hadn’t arrived. Kris sat in his seat beside me and salutes me with a smile and at the same time shy. I smile back but it disappears very quickly. I’m sad. I think that Jongin forgot about me but I hope from the bottom of my heart that I’m wrong.