Woohyun continued looking to the other members from afar, specially to Sunggyu. He was talking to everyone with a bright smile on his face, acting like the world had just blessed him with the best life in the world. Woohyun should be happy right? He should be happy to see that everything he saw, everything he felt was nothing but a dream. But instead, he was feeling down, he was feeling like the world was on his shoulders and he didn't know why. He couldn't feel the happiness, the relief he should feel as he found out all of that was nothing else but a dream, a long, bad dream. But he should be happy right? He should be happy that Sunggyu hadn't those scars, he should be happy Sunggyu wasn't in a deep depression. He should be happy that the two of them weren't broken apart. And above all, he should be happy wasn't dead.

But why? Why couldn't he feel happy? Why was he feeling so broken, so crushed? It made no sense. Since he woke up he started feeling like something was missing, like something wasn't right with him. And it had to be. Something had to be seriously bad for him to act like that. It wasn't normal. He closed his eyes and allowed himself to rest a little. He had to rest, he had to recover from his fever. It was the only explanation for his current behavior. It was the only explanation why he was acting like a crazy man.

He started feeling his whole body relax and he could feel his fever go down. He was still a little weak, but compared to what he was before, he was much better. But all those thoughts of his dream, all those thoughts about the supposed life he and Sunggyu had. He couldn't help but imagine how his life would be if they met on High school, if they had been together as a couple and not as friends. He couldn't help but imagine what if Sunggyu really had those scars. Would he even met the other members? Would he really act all depressed and closed? Would he trust Woohyun? And would they be together? He couldn't stop but wonder those things, and he couldn't help but wonder, why in the world he had that dream. He knew, he could feel, it had a meaning. A deep meaning behind it.

“Woohyun...are you alright?” he heard. The voice was soft and caring. He opened his eyes slowly and looked to his left. There he saw the person who would never leave his thoughts, the person that made his heart skip millions of beats, the only person that made him smile when there was nothing to smile about. “Hyung....yeah, I'm alright...” He could see the older wasn't happy with the answer or that he believed what he just said it. “Really? You look a little pale...” Woohyun just forced a smile. Every time he looked to Sunggyu all he could see was the Sunggyu in his dream. The scared, hurt, marked Sunggyu. He didn't know why, but every time he thought about it, he just wanted to cry. “I'm fine....I'm really fine hyung...”

Sunggyu pressed his lips together and continued looking to him, not believing the younger man. He seat next to him and grabbed Woohyun's hand making the younger look at him. At first Woohyun couldn't help but be surprised. He felt his heart jumping from his chest, but when he remembered his dream, when he remembered the touch in his dreams, he couldn't help but hold Sunggyu's hand even tighter. It was like he was dreaming again. It was like this small touch was another dream and if it was, he didn't want to wake up. If this was another stupid, horrible dream, he just wanted to stay dreaming forever.

The older couldn't help but be a little surprised when he noticed Woohyun holding his hand in such a tight, needy way. Sure, they held hands more than they probably should, but this time it was a little different, and Sunggyu couldn't help but be a little surprised and worried. Woohyun was a very needy man, but he still couldn't help but think this was a little too much. “What's wrong Woohyun? Since you had that nightmare you have been acting a little weird...” The younger just closed his eyes for a couple of seconds and when he opened them, he could feel tears running down his face. Sunggyu looked at him with worried eyes, and he didn't know what to do or did Woohyun knew why he was crying. The tears were coming out and the more he tried to control himself, the worst it was getting.

“Don't leave me...” Woohyun whispered, his voice cracking in the middle. Now Sunggyu had no idea what was happening but seeing the younger so weak, so frail, it made his heart so tight. He was sure something was wrong with Woohyun, but he just thought it would pass, since it was probably just the fever. But now...now he was sure it was much more than that. Now he was sure it was much more than a stupid fever that made him a little confused about reality. “I would never leave you Woohyun....not you, not anyone...”

This wasn't good enough for Woohyun. He needed more than those words, he didn't want just this. “You can't leave me...you can't die....” the older was taken back with those words. He looked into Woohyun's eyes and saw the younger was being completely honest, he saw that he was being honest. He could see the younger was scared, that he was begging him. “Woohyun....I....I ca...” Woohyun's eyes opened widely and he grabbed Sunggyu's hand even tighter. He turned his body in to the older man's direction and with his free hand, he made the older look straight into his face. “Promise me! Promise me you won't leave me! Ever!” Woohyun started crying even harder. “Promise me...you won't die...” His voice started cracking even more and Sunggyu didn't know what was happening.

He had seen the younger cry over and over again, non-stop, but this time was completely different. Sunggyu could see the other man was desperate and he was on the verge of doing something absolutely crazy just to prove a point. “I won't leave you...ever! I swear.” Sunggyu said, with his best calm voice and started cleaning the younger man's tears. It hurt him to see the younger cry so much like that. He didn't understood why he was crying that much but he knew he wouldn't allow Woohyun to continue like that. He wanted the smiling, hyper Woohyun back. “I wouldn't be able to live without you...never.”

“What's happening Woohyun? You're making me worried...” Sunggyu said and the younger just held the hand even tighter. “I don't care if you...if you're famous or not...” He started and the older just stood there listening to everything. Maybe now he would understand at least just a little about what was happening there, because honestly, all he could do was stare and feel his heart ready to be broken. “I don't care if your skin is flawless or not...I just want you, I just want you...for who you are, not for what people want you to be.”

Sunggyu smiled a little when he heard that. He pressed his forehead against Woohyun's and tried to calm the younger. “I don't know what happened...what was your dream...but, I hope you can forget about it. I hope that you'll forget it because...I want my Nam Woohyun back.” He smiled softly and the younger felt a huge weight be lifted from his shoulders. He looked to the older and tried to smile, but it was so hard. “I will never forget that dream.....I just...can't.” He admitted. “But I'll never leave you Woohyun! Never!” Woohyun started biting his lower lip and started thinking too much like always. He just couldn't help it. It was so painful. All those scenes...they were too real, they were too cruel for him to forget. The memory of Sunggyu dying in front of him was too much for him and he couldn't handle it. But at the same time, he couldn't help but thinking about the love the two of them shared in his dream. It was so strong, so pure....but was it real? Or was it just an illusion? “Hyung....Do you...Do you love me?”