I was starting to feel crazy. And no, not for the obvious reason of believing G-Dragon was my soulmate...no I was starting to feel crazy because I had been standing for an hour in front of my mirror trying to figure out what I was going to wear. I had no idea why I put so much importance into what I was going to wear, but I knew that I was on the verge of having a mini panic attack. Yep, definitely crazy.

Oh God. Help me.

Finally I lost it and decided to go for what I usually wore. Some dark skinny jeans, ankle high biker booties with heels, a blouse that revealed just a tad bit of cleavage, and I was sort of ready. Sort of.

I let my brown hair fall freely around my face in small waves, deciding that if I started doing something with my hair I would completely lose it.

My hands were shaking too much to even attempt to put on some eyeliner, and instead I opted for some soft eye shadow that made my eyes look a bit smokey and loads of mascara. Because you can never go wrong with mascara…right?

I called a cab and stood in front of the mirror for the last time, and just before I wanted to change again, I realized that the cab was probably already waiting for me and rushed out of my room.

Okay, I can do this. I can. I hope. .

The cab left me in front of a small building that could hold around thousand people max. Apparently this was supposed to be like a small concert, fanmeet and a handshake event all rolled into one. That was probably why the tickets cost like pure gold…and my left kidney. Thankfully, although I was in law school, I also worked part time, which was the only reason why I had both of my kidneys right now.

I was waiting in line, when a girl stumbled into me and dropped her bag, spilling its contents everywhere.

The girl was petite, with distinct Korean features, and she was now blushing so hard I thought she was going to have a heart attack. Without thinking about it, I dropped down to the floor and helped her pick everything up. I gave her the pack of tampons which dropped on the floor, without blinking and she looked at me, smiling shyly. My heart stopped for a second. I recognized her.

Now, I knew that she probably didn’t know what the feeling she was feeling meant, but I instantly knew she a part of my soul family.

“Here you go.” I said, smiling.

“T-thank you. I’m Yumi, by the way.” She replied shyly, make me like her even more.

“Amy, now come on, let’s get in.” Without pausing I took her by the hand and the security, after checking our tickets, let us into the building.

We spent the whole 20 minutes before the performance started laughing, and talking.

We were still giggling when the lights dimmed and the whole auditory excitedly shushed.

The show started.

I gasped when I saw Ji, and I think Yumi gave me a weird look.

My feelings were all over the place when I saw him. His eyes. Oh God his eyes.

I felt at home. I felt safe. I felt like everything was right in the world from just being in the same room as him.

When I finally went out of shock from seeing him I had to gasp at how hot he looked.

Yes, I am a delusional fangirl.

He dyed his hair blue…see blue. And it looked good. It was styed like he used to wear his hair during the Crayon era.

They were performing their new songs, and before I knew it I was jumping along to the beat, the whole building probably shaking from the scream of the crowd.

Ji winked at the camera and I think that I heard the collective gasp of all the fangirls, and had to giggle.

Finally, after 2 more new songs, and Fantastic Baby, the boys sat down and started talking. Thankfully, Yumi translated what I couldn’t understand, since my Korean wasn’t all that good.

At one point, they decided that fans would choose for each member which song they should perform.

Each member got a Big Bang song, but when it was time for Ji to perform, I couldn’t help myself and yelled: “I am the best.”

I thought that my voice got drowned by all the fans screaming, but Ji’s eyes found mine and our eyes locked. I took a deep breath, and watched in fascination as Ji quieted all the fans.

“The foreign looking girl, with the long brown hair, you said what?” He said, in English (thank you God) and smiled at me, clearly amused.

Suddenly fans started parting in front of me and I walked even closer to the stage.

“I-I said…I mean, I…would you perform 2ne1’s I am the best?” I stuttered, then blushed, fully aware that Ji was looking at me, curiosity in his eyes.

“You really want to see me suffer, ha?” Ji finally said, laughing, and I couldn’t help but to raise my eyes to his and laugh with him.

“You are in luck because I never say no to a pretty lady.” I think I could actually hear the ovaries in the room exploding.

And then it began.

Ji sang all the parts he sang in the YG Family concert back in 2011, and us fans were somewhere in between laughing and dying. Finally, when it ended he just laughed, his face a bit red. He looked back at me, giving me hope that this would be easier than I expected. No such luck.

Only 20 of us got to have the actual handshake “thing”, and that handshake cost like…wow. Who knew meeting your soulmate would be this expensive?

I guess I was expecting for God to make everything easier…but nothing happened. Every member shook my hand, smiled warmly and then I was taken out of the room.

And that was it.

Hmm.

Well, it seems my wonderful plan just flopped.

I got to my hotel room, not sure if I wanted to cry or laugh, and instead just fell asleep, hoping that everything would be right after I opened my eyes.

A/N

Don’t worry, there is more to come :)

Oh and the performance of “I am the best” back in 2011 I was thinking of is this one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIC0DcS2Zc8

I think in the next chapter things will start to really happen, but I also like doing the “flashback” thingies…what do you think?