S E C R E T
Secret
[SULLI'S POV]
Night already came in as the sun set and all my members were in the dorm, taking a rest from a tiring day. Usually, my room will be sounds going on because of Soojung messing around with me, but she was in the shower getting clean so the atmosphere around me was quiet with the water going on. As I was laying on my bed, going through the happenings today, I realized so much things happened today. From Baekhyun and Taeyeon news, to Luhan's confession.
My phone was ringing from a caller, so I reached to see it and it was Baekhyun oppa calling me. Should I answer his call? Or ignore it? I wanna be away from him for a awhile, but I don't want to be rude ignoring his call. I stopped thinking about picking up since the ringtone stopped so I just threw the phone aside, looking at the ceiling once again but after a minute, a text message came instead.
Hey Ssul, I know I was a jerk and didn't realized your heart before, but I hope we can still be like before. I know its selfish of me to ask you to be with me like before, but I don't want to lose you as a friend Jinri. I know you'll ignore me - like my calls, but I can't risk to lose someone like you. You mean a lot to me Jinri, one of my friends that I treasure. Please don't ignore me, unfriend, or dis me in your life Jinri. My family, Taeyeon, you, and EXO mean a lot to me, I can't handle to lose one of you. I already have Kris hyung leaving EXO, I don't want you to leave me. So please, let us be like before. Good night Jin, love you. - Baekhyun Oppa
After seeing the message, I didn't have any expression on. Baekhyun wants us to be before, but I can't do that for him. The Jinri he knew was a girl who had a crush on him, not a friend. But I'll become his friend, just friends. Not like before, but friends without special feelings. "Jinri, let's go shopping tomorrow. We have no schedule tomorrow and I don't take no for a answer." I looked at Soojung as she was heading towards our make up table with a wide smile. "Alright." Was all I said, hugging a stuff teddy a fan once gave me during SMTown Week.
"So..what did Luhan tell you the earlier in the empty room?" Soojung turned her body to look at me laying down, playing with the teddy. "Nothing. He just helped me stopped crying, nothing else." I didn't give her any contacts as my eyes were glued on the teddy. "Oh..alright then, I'm going to go to Amber unnie's room a bit." I nodded my head, hearing the room's door shut telling me that Soojung had left to the other room. My phone rang again but this time, it was Luhan. I answered my phone and placed it on my ear.
"He-Hello?"
[You picked up! I thought you would ignore my calls.]
"I wouldn't do that..."
[Anyways, I just wanted - ]
I frowned as I was hearing a second person on the other line, asking who he was talking to. But after a second, I knew who owned the voice. It was Baekhyun oppa.
[I'll text you instead, my roommate just came back.]
"Oh, okay."
With that, we both hung up. So Baekhyun is his roommate?
Sorry, it was Baekhyun. He just came back from Chanyeol's room. - Baby LuDeer
I thought so, hehe. I heard his voice. - Sulli
Anyways, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out sometime. Tomorrow? - Baby LuDeer
Oh..uh, I'm sorry LuDeer oppa, but I promised my members that we're shopping tomorrow. - Sulli
That's fine, its a girl day out. I think I have to practice tomorrow. Maybe next time then...you still call me LuDeer, yayy! - Baby LuDeer
Haha, well your contact is still Baby LuDeer in my phone. ^ - Sulli
Glad you didn't change it, I didn't change yours..Princess Jinri. - Baby LuDeer
Yay! You better not change it! I thought of it and it's a beautiful name! - Sulli
Beautiful name like you. So beautiful. *o* - Baby LuDeer
Hey! How did you get that selca?! O.O - Sulli
Somebody took selcas in my phone and I decided to keep it because she is a true beauty in my eyes. :3 - Baby LuDeer
Delete all my selcas in your phone right now! - Sulli
Nah, I think I'll keep them. You should take more sometime. - Baby LuDeer
Ugh! Never taking selcas in your phone ever again! - Sulli
I agree. Instead of taking pictures of yourself, you'll be taking pictures with me on my phone. - Baby LuDeer
Why are you being so cheesy?! So not Luhan oppa. - Sulli
I only be cheesy to people I love. - Baby LuDeer
Whatever, I'm going to bed now. Night LuDeer. - Sulli
Luhan oppa didn't text me back so I was guessing he saw my text. Psh, didn't even say good night to me, and he says he wants to be by my side. But instead of a text from Luhan, it was call.
"Hello?"
[Good night Jinri.]
"Why can't you just text me instead?"
[Because I want to be the last voice you'll hear for the day.]
"Stop being cheesy! So not you!"
[This is a different Luhan. Go to sleep Jinri, you must be tired from a rough day. Night.]
"Wa-Wait! Luhan oppa!"
[Hm? What do you wanna say princess?]
"Uhm..what - what are we?"
[You chose. I'll wait. We can be whatever you want. But remember this Jinri.]
"Wh-What?"
[I'll always love you. Good night princess, I'll see you soon...love you.]
"Good night..":
With that, we hung up on each other again, but my smile never disappeared. He made me smile after a hard day, forgetting what happened. Maybe, Luhan isn't so bad for a boyfriend. Maybe I should give him a chance. Maybe he'll change my life and give a meaning to it. Maybe what he said were truth and sincere. Maybe he'll fulfill his promise to stay with me till the end. Maybe.
"Jinri! Let's go to bed now because tomorrow will be a fun day just for us!~" Soojung blasted out of nowhere in the room as I laughed and nodded, tucking myself in bed while she turned the lights off, heading to her bed also. "Night Jinri!~ Love you~" I placed my phone next to me and hugged the stuff teddy. "Night Soojung!~ Love you too~" Sorry Luhan, Soojung was the last voice I heard today.
My phone vibrated once again after a few minutes and so, I looked at the text message that made me smile again.
I know my voice wasn't the last person you heard by now...probably Soojung. So I'll be the last person who will say this for today...and maybe be your last text. I LOVE YOU JINRI, SWEET DREAMS. <3 - Baby LuDeer
The next day already came and so, I was all dressed up for the
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