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[SULLI'S POV]

Night already came in as the sun set and all my members were in the dorm, taking a rest from a tiring day. Usually, my room will be sounds going on because of Soojung messing around with me, but she was in the shower getting clean so the atmosphere around me was quiet with the water going on. As I was laying on my bed, going through the happenings today, I realized so much things happened today. From Baekhyun and Taeyeon news, to Luhan's confession.

My phone was ringing from a caller, so I reached to see it and it was Baekhyun oppa calling me. Should I answer his call? Or ignore it? I wanna be away from him for a awhile, but I don't want to be rude ignoring his call. I stopped thinking about picking up since the ringtone stopped so I just threw the phone aside, looking at the ceiling once again but after a minute, a text message came instead. 

Hey Ssul, I know I was a jerk and didn't realized your heart before, but I hope we can still be like before. I know its selfish of me to ask you to be with me like before, but I don't want to lose you as a friend Jinri. I know you'll ignore me - like my calls, but I can't risk to lose someone like you. You mean a lot to me Jinri, one of my friends that I treasure. Please don't ignore me, unfriend, or dis me in your life Jinri. My family, Taeyeon, you, and EXO mean a lot to me, I can't handle to lose one of you. I already have Kris hyung leaving EXO, I don't want you to leave me. So please, let us be like before. Good night Jin, love you. - Baekhyun Oppa

After seeing the message, I didn't have any expression on. Baekhyun wants us to be before, but I can't do that for him. The Jinri he knew was a girl who had a crush on him, not a friend. But I'll become his friend, just friends. Not like before, but friends without special feelings. "Jinri, let's go shopping tomorrow. We have no schedule tomorrow and I don't take no for a answer." I looked at Soojung as she was heading towards our make up table with a wide smile. "Alright." Was all I said, hugging a stuff teddy a fan once gave me during SMTown Week. 

"So..what did Luhan tell you the earlier in the empty room?" Soojung turned her body to look at me laying down, playing with the teddy. "Nothing. He just helped me stopped crying, nothing else." I didn't give her any contacts as my eyes were glued on the teddy. "Oh..alright then, I'm going to go to Amber unnie's room a bit." I nodded my head, hearing the room's door shut telling me that Soojung had left to the other room. My phone rang again but this time, it was Luhan. I answered my phone and placed it on my ear.

"He-Hello?" 
[You picked up! I thought you would ignore my calls.]
"I wouldn't do that..." 
[Anyways, I just wanted - ] 

I frowned as I was hearing a second person on the other line, asking who he was talking to. But after a second, I knew who owned the voice. It was Baekhyun oppa. 

[I'll text you instead, my roommate just came back.]
"Oh, okay."

With that, we both hung up. So Baekhyun is his roommate? 

Sorry, it was Baekhyun. He just came back from Chanyeol's room. - Baby LuDeer

I thought so, hehe. I heard his voice. - Sulli 

Anyways, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out sometime. Tomorrow? - Baby LuDeer

Oh..uh, I'm sorry LuDeer oppa, but I promised my members that we're shopping tomorrow. - Sulli 

That's fine, its a girl day out. I think I have to practice tomorrow. Maybe next time then...you still call me LuDeer, yayy! - Baby LuDeer

Haha, well your contact is still Baby LuDeer in my phone. ^ - Sulli 

Glad you didn't change it, I didn't change yours..Princess Jinri. - Baby LuDeer

Yay! You better not change it! I thought of it and it's a beautiful name! - Sulli 

Beautiful name like you. So beautiful. *o* - Baby LuDeer

Hey! How did you get that selca?! O.O - Sulli 

Somebody took selcas in my phone and I decided to keep it because she is a true beauty in my eyes. :3 - Baby LuDeer

Delete all my selcas in your phone right now! - Sulli 

Nah, I think I'll keep them. You should take more sometime. - Baby LuDeer 

Ugh! Never taking selcas in your phone ever again! - Sulli

I agree. Instead of taking pictures of yourself, you'll be taking pictures with me on my phone. - Baby LuDeer

Why are you being so cheesy?! So not Luhan oppa. - Sulli

I only be cheesy to people I love. - Baby LuDeer 

Whatever, I'm going to bed now. Night LuDeer. - Sulli 

Luhan oppa didn't text me back so I was guessing he saw my text. Psh, didn't even say good night to me, and he says he wants to be by my side. But instead of a text from Luhan, it was call. 

"Hello?"
[Good night Jinri.] 
"Why can't you just text me instead?"
[Because I want to be the last voice you'll hear for the day.]
"Stop being cheesy! So not you!" 
[This is a different Luhan. Go to sleep Jinri, you must be tired from a rough day. Night.]
"Wa-Wait! Luhan oppa!"
[Hm? What do you wanna say princess?]
"Uhm..what - what are we?"
[You chose. I'll wait. We can be whatever you want. But remember this Jinri.]
"Wh-What?"
[I'll always love you. Good night princess, I'll see you soon...love you.]
"Good night..":

With that, we hung up on each other again, but my smile never disappeared. He made me smile after a hard day, forgetting what happened. Maybe, Luhan isn't so bad for a boyfriend. Maybe I should give him a chance. Maybe he'll change my life and give a meaning to it. Maybe what he said were truth and sincere. Maybe he'll fulfill his promise to stay with me till the end. Maybe. 

"Jinri! Let's go to bed now because tomorrow will be a fun day just for us!~" Soojung blasted out of nowhere in the room as I laughed and nodded, tucking myself in bed while she turned the lights off, heading to her bed also. "Night Jinri!~ Love you~" I placed my phone next to me and hugged the stuff teddy. "Night Soojung!~ Love you too~" Sorry Luhan, Soojung was the last voice I heard today. 

My phone vibrated once again after a few minutes and so, I looked at the text message that made me smile again. 

I know my voice wasn't the last person you heard by now...probably Soojung. So I'll be the last person who will say this for today...and maybe be your last text. I LOVE YOU JINRI, SWEET DREAMS. <3 - Baby LuDeer

 

 

The next day already came and so, I was all dressed up for the

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BOICE-EXOTIC
#1
Chapter 7: but i love itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
historiachoi
#2
Chapter 8: T_______________T don't know what to say anymore this is the 2nd fic that stop just like that. And makes me so sad for seriously
jinrifx #3
Chapter 7: When will you update author -nim? I am waiting you.so please update soon please :)
assijung
#4
Unnie, update please!
nufaza97
#5
Chapter 7: Authornim, I wait for your comeback now ... Hihihi.. Update quickly. I want more Sulhan ~~
historiachoi
#6
Chapter 7: And she's comeback now! Hehe. Hope she'll comeback to f(x) as well too :) and everything will be allright from now on
Anw please updateee :)
Make sehun confess to her ,i want to see sulli's reaction hehehe
historiachoi
#7
Chapter 6: Authornim, i noticed that you're an avid sullian. I'm a sullian too and simply, i'm just sullian, not that into other f(x) members. When the reality we learned from public recogizion strikes, i felt like i lost my soul. The reality even hurter when luhan left ..right after i ship hanlli. I took hiatus from fangirling, fanfictioning and all (away from korean stuffs) for a while until my heart bcm a lot better. I know the fact that our sulli with another guy, but please remember this, sulli is still 20 yo and she has long life ahead her and even married couple could break. I decided to trust my baby girl till the end, but hiding the fact, i lied to myself and thinking that sulli is still the same as before, when we could still fantasizing and shipping her with any guy we like. And i have this thought. If only luhan really likes her, i don't know but i believe that luhan would still be loyal no matter what. Well, let's keep hoping and praying. That's not wrong and it can heal our heart :)
Fighting!
historiachoi
#8
Chapter 5: Luhan is frustating! Lmao i can feel what he feels ...i won't see my princess sick even just tired an lifeless ...and sehun ..whoaaa this going to be complicated ...sehun you with nuuna, don' bother hanlli kkkk
historiachoi
#9
Chapter 4: Yeay! Finally a sehun pov! Kkkkk still rooting for hanlli here but can't help to hoping more hunlli moments
historiachoi
#10
Chapter 3: Lmfao XD chanhun are so fuunny XD
Ahhh i thought it that sehun likes sulli. Love this fic even more XD you really know what i want hahaha
Anw did the video about luhan bday party and sulli things really exist?