Today makes six days of Bambam knowing our secret. So far so good his mouth has been shut. I bite my lip as I look out the window wondering if he really kept it a secret.

“Do you think he’s told someone yet?” I ask Jackson.

“No?”Jackson replies.

“You sound unsure,” I tell him.

“Because I don’t know. I’m think he hasn’t.”

“If only we knew for sure,” I mutter. Jackson walks over to me and wraps his arms around me.

“Hey we have to give him props for keeping it secret this long,” he tells me.

“So we think.”

“I mean no one looks at us any differently. I’m sure only Jr. and Bambam know now.”

“Let’s just make sure of one thing,” I tell him.

“And that is?”

“JB must never find out.”

“Why?” he asks. I shrug.

“I just don’t like him.”

“Perfect reason,” Jackson says sarcastically.

“Hey don’t be sarcastic with me,” I tell him. “I own you.” Jackson raises his hands in the air.

“Sorry.”

“Better be.” I pull him close and kiss him.

It’s been three months now since Bambam found out about us.Luckily it appears the kid’s kept his mouth shut. We’re getting ready to perform our goodbye stage and Jackson helps me fix my mic and I smile at him.

“Should we thank Bambam for keeping us a secret?” I ask him. I look over at Bambam as he laughs at Jr.

“Hmm should we buy him a nice cake?”

“Is that sarcasm?” I ask.

“Not at all,” he tells me. He kisses my forehead and leads me into the dressing room. Luckily it’s completely empty. I pull Jackson close and kiss him. He stops and stares into my eyes. I start to feel nervous by the staring. He seems so serious all of a sudden. I hold his arms tightly.

“Jackson, what’s wrong?” I ask him.

“It’s our last concert,” he tells me.

“We’ll have more. I mean not for this song but when we have a comeback.” He places his forehead on mine and sighs.

“This was our first song together. The first song we sang on stage. It’s a bit sad that it’s all over so soon,” he says. I press my lips against his.

“It will be okay. We’ll be okay.” He stands up straight and places his hand on my face.

“I love you,” he says. My eyes widen. It’s the first time he’s ever said that. I can feel my eyes start to tear up and my heart picks up the pace.

“Jackson, I love you too,” I tell him. Before we can do anything else hands land on my shoulder and I almost jump out of my skin.

“Aw guys!” Yugyeom shouts. I don’t know how long he’s been here and how much he’s seen but I’m very, very worried. “I love you guys too!” he says and hugs us both in this awkward group hug. When he lets us go I realize Jackson is just as confused as I am.

“Uh Yugyeom-.” I start but get interrupted.

“Man I can’t believe it’s our goodbye stage. Well we’ve been through a lot you know. And I’m glad we stayed together through it all. Aw another hug!” Yugyeom says and pulls us in for  another hug. “Stay right there I’m going to get the other members in on this too.” My eyes follow him out.

“Uh what was that?” I ask Jackson.

“I have no idea.”

We kissed. Right after the concert.

Jackson sits on the chair tying his shoes when he looks up at me with a smile on his face.

“What?” I ask smiling back.

“You were great out there,” he tells me. I bend down to his level and kiss him.

“You were even better,” I whisper. He sits up and brings me close to him giving me another kiss. And that’s when Yugyeom walks in on us again.

Okay it’s either I need to stop kissing Jackson or we need an invisible cloak. Because we always get caught making out! Third time in a row. Yugyeom looks from Jackson to me and smiles. I start thinking of a way out of this. An excuse-something.

“Aw my hyungs are the best!” he smiles. He walks over and kisses Jackson on the cheek. Before I can strangle him for doing that he kisses me on the cheek as well.

“What the-.”

“You’re so affectionate! I love it,” Yugyeom says. “Let’s go kiss the others!” he runs out of the room. I stare at the o