5 Years Later…

Once again, I’m running on the path where the moonlight leads me. My paws leaving prints on the damp soil as I speed my way through the trees. I reached towards the cliff and howled to the moon. Howling for the love that can never be mine

Yes, I still remember her. How can I not? My one and only mate, the only woman that I love. Park Yoora. I might not have anything from her but she lives in my memory and in my heart. Always.

It’s been 5 years. As day by day pass, I wonder how she managed through. I wonder how she is with her lover. I wonder if they had a child and have a family. I wonder whether the child is a girl or a boy. I wonder who the child took after, Yoora or Jin? I wonder how their relationship are. Are they still together? Are they on good terms? Are they happy?

It’s not my position to worry, but yet I still wonder. Because that is the only thing I could do. The rest of the pack had found their mates and they called me a loner because I haven’t found mine. Or so they thought. Every time they mention about my mate, C.A.P and Jia would change the topic and looked at me in pity but I just smiled and say ‘it wasn’t my time yet’

Maybe it really wasn’t my time yet… Maybe I wasn’t meant for her in real life but maybe after life… No one knows and I can never help but wonder.

I want to see her again. I want to listen to her voice. Hold her in my arms. Kiss her lushful lips.

But I couldn’t… And I will never get that chance ever again…

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And now I wonder how we got here… the pack had decided to make a trip to our old home, and here we are… the place that holds too much memories… the pain

“Why are we here again?” I spoke out of the blue “Just because. We all miss the house. Don’t you?” Niel asked as he grabbed his backpack as he wrapped an arm around his new found mate, Min “And the girls deserve to see the home we used to live before… Don’t you think?” Changjo snuggled into his mate, Rina “It’s been a while!” Ricky shouted at the house in front of him as his mate, Kyumi, shush him

“A week in this old house. Why not?” Chunji lead Minji into the house followed by the rest of the pack “I’m sorry L.Joe” C.A.P patted my shoulder “It’s fine” I shrugged before walking in, praying to god to give me the strength to made through this week

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One night. One event. How I wish this day hadn’t come..

It was our third night, some of our old friends heard the news of us returning and dropped by to greet us except that one special friend. And I’m glad she didn’t. I don’t know what to do if I ever come across her. Therefore, when the pack goes out, I usually spend my time at home, avoiding myself so I won’t make a mistake by bringing myself towards her place. Towards her scent. I can smell her everywhere. And I can’t lie saying I hate it

The pack had decided to go on a moonlight stroll in our wolf form as it was a beautiful full moon night. A stroll under the moon, why not? It usually takes my thought out of things. I thought it would be a usual night stroll like the usual just in a familiar place. But how wrong I was..

As we were half way our stroll, a burning ashy scent had come across us. Most of thought that it was just someone who made some camp fire or something but the amount of smoke was unbearable. What struck me the most was, the scent along it.

Park Yoora

I sped off towards the direction of the smoke as my adrenaline kicked in, notifying myself something was wrong. I heard the pack following my lead but at this point, they were the last thing on my mind. The first main thing is my mate. Why does it feels so wrong?

When I reached the end of the smoke, I froze my step as I saw a small house engulf in fire. Yoora’s scent was so strong. As I stood there with my pack, I heard a raspy voice shouting for help. Without thinking, I burst into the house not caring about my safety. The voice was too familiar. The voice that keep appearing in my dreams

I jumped through the broken house as I search for a certain someone, bursting into the rooms. I reached one of the rooms and I saw a man laying with eyes wide open under a pil