“Hey Alpha...”

“What is it?” C.A.P turned to me. The two of us were sitting down on the steps at the backyard patio while sipping into some soda, Yoora’s wedding ended hours ago and most of the pack went to bed. I twirled my soda can, wondering whether I should tell him my thoughts or not 

“Can we… move?” I muttered almost inaudible but the pin-drop silence made sure C.A.P had heard those three syllables. The alpha kept quiet and it made me re-consider “Never mind... Forget what I said” I looked down at my soda

“Sure. Why not?” C.A.P spoke making me turned to him “I know what you are going through right now… and to be honest…” he turned around to look through the window to spot his mate, Jia who was currently laughing at something Minji said. Maybe some girl talk

“If Jia would to get married to another man… I might do the same” C.A.P had that longingly look in his eyes before turning to me “Let’s move. Maybe it’s for the best” he nodded “Thank you… Thank you Minsoo…” I looked down as I called his real name, I felt the tear b at the corner of the eyes “Hey that’s what packs do. We take care of each other” he smiled as  he patted my back

“I would tell you to man up right now but I understand” C.A.P rubbed my back “Let it out brother just let it out” he coaxed and I felt my body trembling as tears fell “It hurts I know…” C.A.P patted my back and that just made me break even more “C-Can I ask you a f-favor?” I stuttered through my weeps, C.A.P kept quiet signaling me to continue

“D-Don’t tell the rest…” I sniffed “Don’t let them know I found my m-mate…” my hands roamed on my chest as I grabbed a fistful of my shirt “It h-hurts… Letting them know… Just open back the w-wounds…” I sobbed and I don’t care if they said men aren’t supposed to cry. At this point, I don’t give a damn if I look like a mess in front of my alpha

“Alright… Whatever you want…” C.A.P nodded “So any place you plan to move to?” he asked as he pulled his hand away “Far” I wiped my  tears “Far away from here” I sniffed “as possible” I looked at him “Then far away we will go” he nodded as he sipped his soda “I assume that you want to move as soon as possible too?” he asked

“Yes” I nodded as I thought about Yoora going on her honeymoon “If possible, before she gets back…” I blocked the images of her and Jin on their first night, just thinking about it kills me from inside out “Then looks like we have to inform the pack don’t we?” C.A.P sympathetically smiled at me “Yes we should” and with that I drank my soda in one shot before looking up at the bright moon

Such a lonely night...

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“We are moving? Again?” Niel raised his right eyebrow questioning “Well, we stayed here for two years. I thought maybe we should find a new atmosphere” C.A.P wrapped an arm around Jia’s waist “But why all of the sudden?” Minji asked “Why now?” Chunji asked “Do we have to pack now?” Ricky whined as he pouted “Do you think you are so cute?” Changjo rolled his eyes at Ricky “Shushh!” Ricky gritted his teeth towards Changjo

C.A.P eyed the two youngest before paying attention to the rest of the pack “I don’t think it’s too sudden. Just thought it’s a good time to move. And plus.. M