>>I'll kill this Kevin!<< L.Joe jumped off the sofa after Kiseop told you what happened.

>>I already told him that I'm going to kill him.<<

You just sat there, still not believing what you were told right now. Is this what it is like in Seoul? Beating each other because of a stupid lie? I'm starting to miss New York.

>>I'll keep an eye on Kevin and make sure that U-Kiss won't fight with Girls Generation, you might know that we are friends. But we won't help them in this fight.<<

Kiseop left and you turned around to L.Joe. >>What should I do now?<<

>>You have to stay by my side.<< L.Joe looked worried.

>>Should I call Seungri Oppa?<<

L.Joe nodded. You dialed Seungri's phone number, but no one answered it.

>>GD Oppa? Why does Seungri Oppa don't answer the phone?<<

>>~~~~, Kevin told him about you and L.Joe. He isn't mad, but he seems sad. We don't know where he went. He isn't in the hideout, not at home, not in a club.<<

>>Kevin told him? I'll kill this guy!<<, you paused. >>I may know where he is, I'm going to look for him.<<

>>Take care of yourself, okay?<<

>>Okay. Bye.<< You put away your phone and sighed. >>Kevin told Seungri about us and now he disappeared.<< You went over to the door.

>>I'll help you.<< L.Joe took your hand. >>I leave you two alone after we found him, but I can't leave your side right now.<<

You nodded.

>>I knew you were here.<< You sat next to Seungri on a bench in front of a cherry tree.

>>I don't want to see you.<< He didn't even look at you.

>>Remember? We lived not far and we always went to play here. The cherry tree was our secret meeting place. Just the two of us played here. Remember how I hated you when you wanted to bring your girlfriend over to our place?<< You smiled. >>You loved me so much, that you didn't bring her over but then she broke up with you. You were only eleven years old. I mean, you could not been that heartbroken.<< You glanced at him. Seungri didn't seem to even listened to you. You sighed. >>You know that I don't like apologizing. I hate it like hell, but I do it because it's you Oppa.<< You paused. >>Mianaeh. I really didn't want to hide it from you, but you were so protective and I didn't want to lose L.Joe just because you hate him. I'm sure I won't like your future girlfriend, too. I'm pretty sure I won't but I don't expect of you that you break up with her just because I don't like her. I know, I know, this isn't just a about liking and not liking. This is about your stupid gang thing but still. . .be my forever loving brother Seungri and stop being like this. I don't want you to act nice to L.Joe or anything, but please let me be with him. And this is why I told Kiseop and not you. I knew he wouldn't overreact and you may ask yourself why the others new it before you could. . . L.Joe and I were on a date and we met them and I begged that they wouldn't tell you. I really love you, Oppa.<< You looked at the cherry tree, not expecting an answer. After two minutes of silent, you kissed his cheek. >>I'm going now Oppa. Dad is coming home tonight. Saranghae.<<

You turned around and walked along the path. L.Joe was still waiting for you on a bench not far away from the street. You smiled sadly and he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you. >>You can cry if you want<<, he whispered into your hair.

>>I don't cry in front of others. It's embarrassing.<<

>>Not even in front of me?<<

>>Don't mind what I just said. I don't even have to cry. I'm not that sad. I know Seungri won't be mad this long.<<

>>I'll wait here<<, you said when the two of you stood in front of a shop.

>>But. . .<<, L.Joe wanted to start arguing, but you interrupted him. >>You'll be back within five minutes. I won't get killed<<, you smiled.

Right after the door closed behind him, two people came towards you. It was Kevin with his girlfriend Jessica. >>It's her?<<, she asked. Kevin nodded. >>She's the one that tried to sleep with me.<<

What the. . .?

>>I didn't. . .<<, you tried to disclaim this lie, but Jessica didn't listen and continued. >>You are such a ! Don't ever get near him again. You probably heard about my gang. Wanna meet with them?<< Jessica lowed her voice to sound more threatening. >>We'll kill you for bothering with my Oppa.<< She leaned down to you. >>Got that? You are dead when you meet Girls Generation. I would really like to show you my strength right now, but your stupid boyfriend will come out any minute. Does he even know what you wanted to do with my Kevin Oppa?<< She glanced at the door of the shop next to you. >>When we meet again, it will be your last day. Have fun 'till then.<< She straightened and took Kevin's hand. >>Let's go Oppa.<<

They walked down the street and Kevin turned around and winked.

You just stared at them, impossible to move. Is she serious about killing me?

L.Joe came out of the shop and held out a water bottle. >>Here<, he smiled.

You just looked to the ground.

>>You look pale. What happened?<< L.Joe took your chin in between his fingers and made you look at him.

>>I'm okay. Nothing happened. I'm just worried about my grade in the Korean exam<<, you lied.

>>Don't worry, it can't be worse than mine<<, he grinned and took your hand.

You didn't say anything while he walked you home. You looked at the sky, which changed from pink to dark blue.

>>I better get in, my dad may come soon and I want to cook<<, you lied again.

You hugged L.Joe tightly. >>Wow, are you really okay? You never did that<<, he smiled and kissed your forehead.

>>I'll see you on Sunday, then<<, you put on a fake smile and went in.

You waited until L.Joe was gone and took out your iPod and walked to the bus station. It took about fifteen minutes, then you got out and walked the rest to your's and Seungri's secret place.

http://youtu.be/uC41VXfR6HE

You sat down on the bench and stared at the cherry tree.

I came to Seoul, because I thought it would be better, easier and not so boring. Indeed it isn't boring, but it isn't easier or better. I'm not even one week here and someone wants to kill me. . . really kill me.

You bit your lip and tried to held back the tears. I just want to go back to New York. I can stay with my mom who won't stay away for one week, just like my dad. You quietly just sat there, the tears were running down your cheeks. Your phone rang, it was L.Joe. You clicked on the button with the red phone and turned off your phone afterwords.

>>Why did she turn off her phone? I wanted to give her something, I forgot earlier.<< L.Joe sighed and opened his hand.

He rang the door bell at your house, but no one opened it. He looked up at the

fifteenth floor, all the lights were off. Did she go somewhere?

Kiseop was walking down the street of your old house. It's been a long time, since I was here. He remembered your smile, when he came over to your house to play with you. Once you told him, that you and Seungri had a secret place, just the two of you. He envied Seungri at this time but then he came up with the idea to have secret place too. It was the little pond near the swing, you liked so much.

Kiseop went on and saw a girl figure sitting on a bench. Is it ~~~~? What is she doing here? Kiseop wanted to go near you, but then he saw Seungri coming towards you. Kiseop stood still and hide behind a tree. He could hear everything you two talked about.

>>~~~~? Why are you crying?<< Seungri seemed worried. You wiped off the tears and put on a fake smile. >>Oppa.<<

Seungri sat next to you and wrapped his arms around you. >>Tell me what's wrong. Don't be embarrassed to cry in front of me.<<

You couldn't help it, but burst into tears. >>Everything. . .it doesn't seem right to be here<<, you cried.

>>Is it about L.Joe?<<

>>No, nothing about him. . .but everything else.<<

>>Tell me.<< Seungri whispered into your hair and hugged you tightly. You cried into his t-shirt and told him everything. >>It hurts to see you and Kiseop hate each other. You two are in a gang which fights against each other and against others, like Teen Top. . .and. . .Kevin. . .he wanted to be with me. . .but I didn't. . .and now he told his girlfriend from Girls Generation. . .that. . .I flirted with him. . . she and her gang want. . . want to kill me. New York is so much different from Seoul. . .not so chaotic. I miss mom and I've seen dad just three days since I came here. . .I don't see you that often and when I do see you, you are mad because of me.<<

>>Oh my baby. Don't be sad because of that. Big Bang will protect you. Girls Generation won't hurt you. I'll kick Kevin's , trust me. And I promise that I won't be mad because of you hanging around with L.Joe or Kiseop. Although I don't like you being with L.Joe. I really hate it, but it is your choice, you'll see that he's a total jerk. Still, I want you to be happy and I do everything for that.<< He pulled you away from him and looked at you. He gave you a tissue and smiled. >>Dad is coming tonight and mom will come in the summer vacation. The three of us, and maybe even dad, will do something together. You have a family which always love you and protect you.<<

You hugged him and cried. >>Thank you Oppa<<, you whispered.

Kiseop just stared at the two of you. He dropped his shoulders and leaned against the tree. She is so close to Seungri, I can't compete with him any longer.

L.Joe knew where he had to search for you and he was right. But when he came towards the bench and the cherry tree, he saw you crying into Seungri's chest.

He saw Seungri mumbling in your hair and hugging you tightly.

L.Joe didn't move, just watched you. He clasped the necklace inside his hand.

So you don't cry in front of others? That was just a lie. . .why did you lie to me, ~~~~?

He swallowed hard. Why are you crying in front of your brother, who was mad at you just a few hours ago? Why don't you cry in front of me?