Chapter 4

Messed Up . GD&CL;

'Oppa ~ it's our last day tonight ! Anywhere you wanna go ? ' CL ask leisurely as she turn on the tv . ' hmmm ... How'bout we go to a cafe & chill ~ Watch the world go by . ' GD suggested .

* At the Cafe * 
'hmm oppa , what's it like to be love ? ' CL ask as she broke the silence . ' why are you asking ? ' GD asked , curious . ' I think I'm in love . ' CL confess . Hmm... GD expression morph into sad face , 'will she tell me about her new boyfriend ? ' he thought as he grip his cup tightly . CL kept quiet which prolonged his agony , he couldn't take it anymore & he start lashing out , ' Ok. I know you have a boyfriend . My Chaerin is all grown up now but remember nobody will love you more than I do , nobody . So know that I will always be besides you  . I'll be there when he makes you upsets  , I'll be there when he makes you happy . Even thought it'll kill me to be there . I will be there , for you . I'll be always be your rag-doll . You can kick me aside if you don't want me , atleast , atleast I get to stay back your side . Even thought every scene of you guys together tear me apart I'll bear through it all . All I ask is for you to let me stay by your side , quietly . ' he said feeling like he've just lift a load off chest that he finally confess but at the same time. It felt like knife & jagger shooting at his heart , knowing she didn't felt the same way.

He walk off just before his tears fall . Leaders don't cry . He repeat that sentence over & over again , walking down the streets . Until he felt a grip at his wrist . He knew that hand , my Chaerin hand . 'Chaerin ah , forget about what oppa said ok . I'm umm not feeling well. ' GD said quickly finding excuses , any excuses will do . ' oppa I .... ' CL said softly . GD stiffen up his expression & turn behind only to get a kiss in return . GD was shocked with his jaws hanging . :O . 'oppa don't give me that face , makes me wanna kiss you again . ' CL tease . ' But ... I thought .you. The guy ... No? ' GD said trying to recover from the situation. He was happy yes but confused at the same time.  Oh well who cares , she love me :) GD thought as he put his arm around CL & walk back to the hotel . 

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*'YG Sangsanim , I don't think we should do this. He'll be hurt .' CL whispered quietly. ' This torture is vital in shaping him into something better , strong . Its better than him wasting his life away in places filled with beers & cigarette  . ' 

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cl_jiD #1
oh thank you:))) i love this story as well:))))
JaeYing #2
@cl_jiD no worries ! She'll be GD soon enough ~ kekeke . Btw it's a great honour for you to comment on my story , i love your "Addicting coffee" fanfic ! ^~^
cl_jiD #3
I have a bad feeling this might be tragic..... cause if she's happy with jaejoong now then how about jiyong??? I don't like tragic stories though.... that was a very bad decision on yg's part.... asking a girl with a boyfriend to fill up her best friends needs:((( i don't like her for jaejoong><