My Turn To Cry
I Love Him More (ON-GOING)
Kris' POV
I had a nightmare
Before I could hug you, who was crying
I woke up
"K.Li, please come back. I miss you so much," she pleads as tears continue to roll down her cheeks while she's on her knees. I really pity and miss her. I want to be able to hug her again. I want to able to kiss her again. I want to be able to say 'I love you' to her again. But mostly, I want to be able to see and touch her again.
"Am..." I want to run and hug her but I can't move. It's like my whole body was paralyzed. I was just here, watching her from afar.
"You told me you love. You... you promised me that we're going to see each other again. I really miss you so much. I need you..."
I tried to move again and this time, I succeed. I ran to her with a smile on my face. Finally, I will be able to feel her again. I missed her so much. She looked at my direction and sobbed harder. Don't worry, Am. I'm here. You don't need to cry again. I was about to hug her but suddenly...
I woke up. I looked around the room and found out that it was only a dream. Frustrated, I ran my fingers to my hair before gripping it tightly. I want to see her so badly. I wonder how she is doing right now. Did she find out already? Is she crying? Is she hurting? Is she having right amount of sleep?
Sighing, I reached out and got my phone from the nightstand but I was shocked to so many messages, calls and voicemails from the other EXO members, Manager hyung, anonymous people and especially from Luhan and Amber. I decided to open Amber's voicemails first.
"K.Li, you know what? People are making rumors about you but I'm not believing them because I believe in you more." As expected from a very stubborn person.
"K.Li, please reply and answer my calls." I'm sorry but I can't, Am.
"K.Li, are you okay?" No, because I need to see you so badly.
"Hey, you're going to come back, right?" I'm not really sure.
I thought she wasn't going to cry but I think I was wrong because with the next voicemails, her voice started to crack and a few sniffing can be heard. Biting my lower lip, I tried not to make any sounds while crying.
"Y-Yifan...I'm waiting for you...you know?" I know and I'm sorry.
Remember, when things were hard
I always turned your tears into smiles
Don’t cry in places without me, don’t cry
Because you always had a lot of tears
"R-remember what you promised me? You said that we're going to see each other a-again. I'm actually still holding o-onto that..." Amber, I'm really sorry. Please stop crying...
"Yifan, remember how you used to hug me so tight after I told you that I had a nightmare? I'm actu
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