Warning: word vomit with no plot, literally.

Prompt: Letters

Additional Member: Kibum

Dear Jongwoon,

I’m not sure where to start… But I know you probably feel really resentful at my abrupt decision to go on hiatus. I am sure you think that you are to blame for this, but it isn’t true. I wanted to pursue my true ambition of acting in dramas and even films. You know that you are my favourite hyung and you always accept what I say, but I ask of you, please can we keep in touch. I just want to know that you are alright without me. Don’t take it too hard and take everything in stride!

With love,

Kim Kibum

My lovely Kibum,

I still can’t get over the fact that you left me! I miss you so much! Please come back soon! Even just to visit, if you have no intention of joining Super Junior any time soon. I just wish you had giving more of a notice before your decision on going hiatus! I swear I found out about the news after the tabloids did. It made me upset for a while! I only recovered after talking to Ddangkoma and a bit of coaxing from Kyuhyunnie. Just remember that you are one of my favourite dongsaengs and that I love you lots! Good luck for your acting debut!

Yours truly,

Jongwoon ah

Hyung,

One of your favourite dongsaengs? Why not your favourite dongsaeng? I have no intention in returning to Super Junior any time soon, but I am visiting the dorm later today because I noticed a free couple hours in my schedule. I did pop by yesterday, but no one was around, so I switched on the television and noticed that you were actually performing on Inkigayo. Your performance as a band was flawless!

Remember when we did Twins together? Training for it was hard work, but definitely worth it! I will forever remember the day Super Junior made their debut and the exhilarating feel that went through my veins as I stepped onto the stage.

I have noticed that you have been becoming skinnier! What did I tell you? I told you to stop going on a diet! Please ignore those idiotic anti-fans and think about your health first! I will definitely come and force feed you if you weigh less than me.

I will see you soon,

Kibum

Kibummie,

Why are you trying to make me choose favourites? My favourite dongsaengs are Kangin ah, Dongee ah, Sungminee, Eunhyukkie, Donghae ah, Siwon ah, Ryeowookie, Kibummie, Kyuhyunnie, Zhou Mi and Henry! I love them all so much! You can’t make me decide for one favourite! But I do love you lots!

I can’t believe I missed you visiting the dorms twice! Did you see anyone around? I know Ryeowook was away preparing for Surika, but Sungmin was in I believe. Was he in? Did you have any nice conversations with anyone which may be of interest to me? Could I potentially blackmail anyone? Kyuhyunnie? I love teasing that kid! (Even though he bullies me myself, but it is all in the game).

Of course I remember that day! It remains engraved in my brain forever. I can’t believe that my dreams became a reality. I think I cried afterwards, it was so emotional but so very enjoyable. It was amazing to see each and every member grow up in the many years prior to debut.

Don’t worry about my dieting! I am merely toning my body slightly. I swear I haven’t lost too much weight, just a few pounds. I have been told to eat more by Ryeowook anyway so I will eat more! I promise!

I need to visit you sometime soon for a proper catch up.

I miss you so much!

Jongwoon

Jongwoon,

Hyung! I swear you named all the other members who are younger than you! I have always been your favourite! We used to chat until 2am, do you do it with someone else now? No, don’t actually tell me, I will get jealous, haha!

I did see a few members around the dorm when I visited the other day! I saw Sungmin hyung and Kyuhyun ah. We chatted for a few hours before I realised the time and had to leave to go to my own schedule. I did enjoy myself though! I did notice the lack of clothes Kyuhyun was wearing as he roamed around the dormitory as if he was the king of the Super Junior. Oh and I still find it amusing at the choice of fashion Sungmin wears around the place too. Maybe that is what he wears to make himself unique? Who knows? It just made it harder for me to maintain a serious conversation without laughing!

I do regret not being there to console you as you cried; I wish I had gone up to you and hugged you and made you feel better and told you all the things that I should have told you all those years back.

Yes we do need to catch up! I am definitely in deficit of my daily Jongwoon dose!

Lots of love,

Kibum

Dearest Kibum,

I am sorry that I haven’t been able to write a letter to you as of recently. I have been swarmed with things to do; helping my parents’ café, sorting out my enlistment, practicing for Super Show. I just haven’t had the time to properly sit down! But I am back! It is probably 3am in the morning right now, but I knew it was wrong of me to leave your letter just there at my desk for so long. I am in a way, actually looking forward to enlisting, it means that I can have a break from the hectic Super Junior schedule. I guess I will miss the spotlight, but it will be a nice break to catch up with my family and spend some time at the café.

I don’t really have time for the 2am chats anymore! I swear no one has been replacing you!

Kyuhyun has been roaming around the dorm ? I am going to have some words with him! And Sungmin only wears those clothes because it was given to him by fans and he doesn’t want to disappoint them! Bless him, he is so cute!

What did you want to tell me?

Jongwoon

Jongwoon,

That is okay! I have been pretty busy myself with all the shootings that are going on. I think at the moment, the only place I can actually rest and sleep is in the car as I travel to my next schedule. I guess that is what I get in return of wanting to pursue my dreams. I will no doubt stop by your café the next time I am free!

Are you sure? I got the impression after talking to Sungmin that you have been spending a lot of time over in Kyuhyun’s bedroom when you visit. I guess he does have a free bed in his room so you can stay there instead of going home after a late schedule. Do you talk to him about all the personal things that we spoke about too? Or is he still obsessed with that video game?

Kyuhyun fortunately had the decency to wear underwear! He mentioned that he liked to feel free when he is in his comfort area. I don’t understand why there are so many fangirls who love him the most! I think if they found out about what he is like when there are no cameras, they will be disgusted!

Jongwoon ah, you know I can’t tell you now! Maybe I will pop by another time and tell you everything.

Kibum

Kibum,

You need to rest lots, Kibum! I don’t want you being ill. Remember to take your vitamins every night and get enough sleep. When I find the time, I will watch your drama and if you have bags under your eyes, I will come and find you and force you to rest until you are 100% well.

Kyuhyun and I are just friends, I swear. We care for each other lots like hyung and dongsaeng. Like our relationship. And yep, I often stay in his room because of the free bed. He has such bad sleeping habits though! I sometimes want to hit him on the head for turning on the alarm clock and then just sleeping through it!

Ah, Kyuhyun is hilarious! I love him lots, I think all the other fan girls will just find it to be another reason to love him lots! He is the cute and adorable maknae though!

You have to tell me now!!

Jongwoon

Jongwoon,

Don’t worry, I have been resting lots!

If you must know, I have always liked you more than a hyung. It makes me uncomfortable that you talk about Kyuhyun so fondly. Are you going out with him? I mean, if you are, that is okay with me. I feel a lot more relaxed now that I have been able to tell you the truth.

I hope this doesn’t make things awkward.

With love,

Kibum

My dearest Jongwoon,

I love you.

Your one and only,

Kyuhyun

A small smile stretches on Jongwoon’s face.

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