This is the last time you tell me I've got it wrong

Kris was kneeling in front of me, begging me not to leave.

“I’m so sorry. Please. I was wrong. I shouldn’t have cheated on you.” Kris pleads as he holds my hand.

“Kris. Stop. Calm down” I say.

I couldn’t bear seeing him this way even though he broke my heart several times already.

I have expected this. Fame and fortune has its consequences. I knew Kris has a lot of fan girls following him. However, I wasn’t prepared that he would cheat on me. Fame changed Kris. This wasn’t the Kris I knew and yet I still love him.

I was prepared to fight for him.

I was willing to fight for this love.

“don’t leave me” Kris whispers

I knelt in front of him

“Kris…” I say, wiping his tears away

This is the last time I say it's been you all along
 

“don’t leave me. I can’t live without you” I cry and held her hand

I just can’t live without her.

Even before I became famous, she has always been there for me.

She was shoulder to cry on when I had nobody else.

She has always been there.

And in my one moment of weakness, I cheated on her.

I was stupid for ever thinking of replacing her in my life

All she ever did was love and support me

And I wasted that.

What will I do if she leaves me?

I can’t bear that.

I love her.

I always have.

And I always will.

“it will always be you. Please. I’ll die without you” I plead and cry, holding her hand tighter

“Kris…” she says and wipes my tears

This is the last time I let you in my door
 

“it’s cold out here. Would you like to come in?” I say as I wipe his tears

Kris suddenly hugs me.

“please forgive me” Kris says and shivers a little

“you’re already cold. Come on, stand up. I’ll make us some hot tea” I hug him and support him up

“forgive me?” Kris whispers

“yes” I kiss Kris’ forehead

This is the last time, I won't hurt you anymore

She hands me a cup of tea “thank you” I sip a little to warm myself up

She sits across from me. I stare at her. She’s still as beautiful as the first time I saw her.

I place my mug at the table.

I sit beside her

and hug her.

She hugs me back and snuggles at my chest.

“This is the last time, I won't hurt you anymore” I kiss her forehead “not again, not ever”

“I love you” I whisper

a/n: I'm sorry if I updated just now. as you all know I am Kris biased, so I am going through a tough time writing my stories. It's not easy because I start crying the moment I write his name. I am also experiencing a writer's block. my stories are going nowhere, as for now. But I promise you, I will start writing again soon, once I feel better. I believe in you, Kris

thank you for giving me a galaxy when I only needed a star.

I am here for you, always.