A taste of Home

Seeking for Certainty
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Suzy squinted and crossed her arms over her chest as Sehun hesitantly and slowly walked towards their direction. She was still staring at him when he formally bowed in front of her family and greeted, “Good afternoon. I’m Oh Sehun.”

“Good afternoon,” it was her mom who greeted back with a warm smile. “You must be tired from the journey. Please do come in.”

Sehun instantly flashed back a beam as he slowly nodded in reply but then a complaint slipped from Suzy’s lips, “Omma.”

Her voice was rather firm that it had halted everyone from going inside their house. Mrs. Bae looked back at her daughter, raised an eyebrow and asked, “Why?”

“This guy…” she started with a creased forehead, and it was supposed to be followed by ‘should not be here’ but then when she glanced at Sehun and saw his pleading eyes, she mumbled instead, “…is our new model in the company.”

“Hmmm,” Mrs. Bae nodded but the questioning look was still on her face, as if urging her to continue. However, when Suzy still didn’t add anything to what she has said, she asked instead, “Isn’t he with you?”

Suzy gazed at Sehun once more and the boy bit his lower lip at the question. Suzy also saw a slight hint of fear in his face before her gaze was met by his own, and the same look of plead was present. With no words said, they have come into an agreement.

“Yes. He’s with me,” Suzy said after a defeated sigh. She didn’t want to lie to her mother and she honestly wanted Sehun to explain right then and there, but then, everything that the boy has done for her flashed at the back of her mind. Apparently, the part of her brain that said that it was only proper to invite her saviour to her home, won.

“Then, let’s all go in,” her mom concluded and as all of them set foot in the place, she had also dispersed orders to the younger three, “Yugyeom, take Suzy’s things upstairs. Yerin and Jimin, go fix your sister’s room. I’m actually almost done preparing dinner.”

“I’ll help you mom,” Suzy tried to volunteer but she was immediately turned down by her mother as Mrs. Bae replied,

“No. Go sit there in the living room with your friend. You two must be tired.”

“Omma, I can even fix my room for myself,” she insisted but then her mother faked a glare at her, followed by a shake of the head in disapproval.

“Why don’t you sit there and just follow your mother’s orders? Hmmm?” Mrs. Bae said with an evident tone of their dialect.

Suzy smiled at her for faking anger just so they could treat her as a princess at home. She nodded in reply, and before she had seen Mrs. Bae go to the kitchen, she watched as she tapped Sehun’s shoulder, mumbling, “Feel at home.”

At the mention of the word ‘home’, Suzy took the time to have her eyes feast on the environment she was in. The old house was small, with only a few steps separating each division but it was noticeable how the living room took a big space of the small area, and Suzy’s lips curved into a small smile as memories of her and her siblings playing with her late father flashed right before her. Like an excited kid, she walked to the biggest sofa, climbed on it and reached for the window’s frame. The mix of dark blue and orange sky painted with slightly reddish clouds welcomed her sight and as she closed her eyes, she took a good amount of fresh air. Her bunny teeth showed as she let out a big and genuine smile upon the acknowledgement of being at a nostalgic place: Home.

She would have had stayed that way if not for the sudden small movement of the sofa and a pair of eyes she felt was staring at her. She slightly turned her head and peeked with one eye at the man who was also smiling brightly to himself. Suzy then opened both of her eyes and stared at Sehun questioningly before saying, “Yah. Are you laughing at me?”

“No,” he shook his head in reply. “It’s just that it’s refreshing, the view that is.”

“Hmmm,” Suzy hummed and nodded. “That’s the precise reason why my father has placed this big window here. He thought that we would love seeing the beauty of the sky and nature; I miss this. It’s a view that is so hard to see in a busy city.”

“Hmmm. I was actually pertaining to your smile,” Sehun said which make Suzy turn to the male again. He smiled, as if in amusement as he added, “I haven’t seen it for so long.”

“Tsss,” Suzy’s face turned into a blank expression before she glared at the boy saying, “You wouldn’t get me with those pick-up lines. You’re still gate-crashing right now. You should thank me.”

“Thank you,” Sehun replied within a split second.

Her lips curved into an almost unnoticeable smile before she properly sat on the sofa, now facing the rest of the first floor of the house. Sehun did the same, and there was a long silence between the two of them as both of them watched Mrs. Bae appear and disappear from the small door of the kitchen.

“So why are you here?” Suzy finally asked Sehun.

“I wanted to make sure that you would arrive safely at your home,” Sehun answered.

“I’m not a kid,” Suzy replied.

“I know. But the last time we left you alone, you attempted to do something stupid,” he retorted.

“I’m regretting it already so stop scolding me,” Suzy whispered as her gaze fell on the floor.

There was a short silence and Suzy could tell that Sehun’s eyes were already on her. However, she didn’t want to meet his gaze because the attempted suicide incident just made her feel ashamed of herself. Fortunately to her relief, Sehun took the iniative to redirect their conversation.

“Who’s that boy?” he asked.

“Who?” Suzy asked back but as she got what he was hinting, she asked again, “Yugyeom?”

“Yeah,” Sehun nodded.

“He’s the child of our neighbour. We’re technically childhood friends, but he’s best friends with both of my sisters,” Suzy answered. She glanced at him and noticed that his gaze was already on the floor, but it was as if there was another question lingering in his mind.

She saw him hesitate for a moment before asking, “Is he another rival?”

Suzy broke into a chuckle at his question, and Sehun could only stare at her in wonder, but then even before she could answer him, they were already interrupted by three distinct footsteps running downstairs and the three seventeen year olds appeared, panting. Shortly after, Mrs. Bae’s voice resonated in the house as she called,

 “Dinner’s ready!”

Seeing that the table was a little crowded because of two additional people, Mrs. Bae smiled to herself. At first, only the clanking of plates and utensils filled the air as all of them indulge at the finesse of Mrs. Bae’s cooking and the freshness of the food and the ingredients used. Suzy let out another beam as even her tongue could attest on how she was already home and how special the feeling was.

But then the silence was broken when Yerin asked, “Unni. Why is Myungsoo oppa not with you?”

When the gap between the answer and the question was proven to be too long, Mrs. Bae glanced at Suzy and saw how she became fidgety at the question. Just one glance, and her mother knew that there was something off with the mention of Myungsoo so she flashed a smile at Yerin and answered for Suzy, “Yerin-a, your oppa’s the CEO of his father’s family now. You can’t expect him to visit often. He’s really busy, I guess.”

“But he used to make time for us,”

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gyuhyeon #1
Chapter 34: 2021 and I'm here to bawl my eyes out. Thank youuu
gyuhyeon #2
Back to this story after years, I'm so sad so many beautiful stories about suzy are deleted :(((
Markzy4ever #3
TashiLhamo129 #4
Chapter 35: Jaka nim, thank you so much for this story. I loved it so much and I have never felt such emotions for a long time...U made me realise how important it is to love yet that love must be pure and certain. Seeking for certainty is such a powerful love story and I learned that life will always throw u back and forth, you just need to be certain of who u meet and who to trust. But first of all, you gotta trust yourself and believe in ur innate strength that no matter what, u can stand up on ur own. Thank you once again. ?❣️??
Washingtowndc
#5
Chapter 35: Taehyung, despite his parents state, i mean his father's gone and his mom is psychologically ill and barely remember him, he is still the sweetest and full of love for his parents omg i hope he grow well :") *sobs* haha thanks author for this great story
arnicutie #6
Chapter 35: I can hear my heart breaking..this is a superb story..I just wish that Myungsoo did not die and find his own happiness that was deprived from him..whether with Suzy or with someone else..but kudos to you..i hope to read more stories from you..
Exozy_88
#7
Chapter 35: Can't stop Crying !! Oh ghoooood :(((
lucidhoney10
#8
Chapter 35: Okay first I'm not really into angst and I loved the fact that you aren't ending this in the most tragic way.
Confession, I am more rooting for Sehun and Suzy than Myungsoo and Suzy. Okay, I probably the minority here but I have my own reason for rooting on Hunzy.
Yes, sehun and suzy started the wrong way. Sehun started it wrong. He court her not because he loved her, it's started with a kind of dumb revenge which shouldn't be existed. So why do I still am rooting for them even between all of the lies? Because Sehun is courageous enough to choose Suzy over anyone else. Call it selfish, but I think it was form of courage. The only coward thing he did after fully realising his feeling towards her was that he didn't let Suzy know the true story before Soojung did. If only he is brave enough to spill the bean, perhaps Suzy will be a bit less hurted. After all, knowing the truth from the one you love will be a lot better than to have another tell you how you actually had been toyed all this while added with nothing but confirmation from those who held your heart that what other told you was somehow true.
Then why am I not rooting for Myungsoo? Simple because he wasted his chance. He could've runaway from his family even before the engagement yet he don't. He could've reject the option to marry Soojung (even runaway from the wedding is always an option) yet he didn't. He always had the chance to choose Suzy over everything else yet he hadn't. Even if he had been written as someone who loves her unconditionally; someone who is willing to sacrifice himself for her, it still didn't hide the fact that he is not courageous enough to pursue their forever.
If they said that Soojung and Sehun's love were selfish, then what were theirs? Myungsoo and Suzy also practiced that selfish love; a kind of selfish love which actually way worst than the one Soojung and Sehun had.
However, this is good for my not so "angsty lover" taste. I am thankful that you write this. Sorry for the long comments!
Markzy4ever #9
Chapter 35: Authornim I love you and your fics. I almost cried while reading this fic. Anyway I'm happy that it's a happy ending for hunzy